.distant:minds. {poems and such things.}

[st. lina dive]

I’m a liar because I won't tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy
I’m a loser because I’m a not friend with your group
I’m fake because I’m too nice
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry.
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?
Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because
I already know.

[st. lina dive]

Gonna pack my bag and disappear
The endless road can follow the car

The sun is cold
While the moon shines bright
The sky is a vibrant green

When the birds start to swim
The I know the end is near

The top is down
And my hair blows
It makes me think of the world
The end of the world

I'm almost there
I can already feel it
The sky grows dark
Taking the green away

It fades from biew
The end looks bright
Stars guide my way

All the way to the end of the world

[Kris]

I feel so much emotions from your songs.

It speak like a person who is still bleeding from open wound and wasn't able to recover, yet trying so hard.

I was touched by your songs, please post more.

[Gin]

Good stuff.

[st. lina dive]

When I discover who I am
I'll be free
My mind will be released from its cage
It will soar
So far away
Away from this judgemental world

And I will smile on

[st. lina dive]

and thanks! :)

[st. lina dive]

I cut down anyone in my way
Not caring who they are
I deserve to be on top
Just so I could look down on everyone

So don't give me that look
Or your pity
One day I'll cut you down
Just like the rest of them

Hate runs through my veins
Lust makes my blood burn
I seek satisfaction
I need to beat you

Silly little girl
You think you're better than me?
Ha!
Don't make me laugh

Now hold still
And smile pretty for my blade

[st. lina dive]

My mind has left me behind
I don't know where it went
I looked all night and day
To find it
I'm scared
It's hard to breathe
Knowing that
My mind is gone

Days are long and
Scary
Can you please help me look?
Look here
and I'll there
I'll find it if I try

My body is an empty husk
Without it
Controlling me
Moving without a purpose
Please help me

It's getting dark
and I'm scared
My mind is gone
and I can't find it
Look here
I'll look there

I think I see it
Can you?
There it is
Endless beat loops back
And stays on repeat

My mind was gone
But I found it