Monster

[ForgottenAngel]

This was a poem I wrote when I was depressed


My heart is gone

Replaced by a beast

A monster wanting to hurt

This pain I feel is nothing new



For I'm used to it all

I just don't know what to do

So I think for now i'll let it consume

The monster inside of me



I wish I never knew

I sit in this cage surrounded by darkness

Hating myself for what I became

To see her hurting to see her cry



Is eating me alive

I won't get her back

No matter hard I try

I'll leave for now



This beast is in control

For I have no will to fight

Not anymore I'll lay in this field

Of black roses awaiting the time



I should fade away

From this world and from her memories

Maybe it's just better this way

Goodbye Kitten goodbye



For the girl you knew

Shall be no more