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Sooooo.... SHOCKER! Ru writesbut what the hell does that have to do with tumblr, of all things? Well, because Ru has a tumblr dedicated to her literature. It is called Precious Toenails and if you understand why then I will love you forever.
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Spoiler: Unnamed
Woe is me,
Oh wind and sea,
And how the trees dost blow,
And how the breeze will carry me,
When I wish it to take me home.
For life is too short,
And far too much to do,
So if my problems worry thee,
I suggest thee leave before it starts,
For there is nothing I can promise you.
For there is little time,
Of our lives to live,
And oh how we must live it,
So don’t go and ruin it,
For thee should have no regret of mine.
Woe is me,
For the wind has now stopped,
How the breeze will carry me,
Thee must ask me not,
Where I go next I do not know and only the wind can take me home.
Spoiler: Unnamed
Woe is me,
As I stare into the darkness,
Consuming my very existence,
As I cry out for an answer.
Love and lust,
Are but the same to me,
Both have left me yearning,
This eager plea eating at my very soul.
Why can’t I,
Find what I’m yearning for,
Realizing I don’t know who I am anymore,
The darkness won’t let me see.
I am alone,
As I have waited so long for someone,
Only to find no one for so long,
My heart and soul are gone.
Spoiler: Moon
Moon shining over my head,
Watching my every movement,
Shining brightly as I lay in my bed.
Moon shining so brightly,
As it watches over the city,
Watching everything that I do.
Spoiler: My Little Rave Boy
My little rave boy,
Glowing on the dance floor,
My little rave boy,
With his sticks of passion.
My little, little raver,
Boy I think he loves me,
Nothing really matters,
When he is around me,
Dancing and spinning,
Hope he never leaves me,
My little rave boy,
He really makes me happy.
Colors keep on flashing,
Orange, pink, and yellow,
My little rave boy,
He doesn’t let the beat go.
Dancing in the spotlight,
Gotta get the beat right.
My little rave boy,
Glowing on the dance floor,
My little rave boy,
With his sticks of passion.
Everybody’s dancing,
But he’s the one I stare at,
My little rave boy,
He’s filled with so much passion,
Dancing in the spotlight,
Gotta get the beat right.
My little rave boy,
Glowing on the dance floor,
My little rave boy,
With his sticks of passion.
Spoiler: Such Beauty
Laying in dirt buried by my own fears,
I’ve dug towards the sky until my fingers bleed,
Footsteps from above stir the slumber,
Mud drenched face staring pass the tears.
Why does it have to be this way,
Such cruel, inhumane isolation from humanity above,
Only have I left my mound so many times before,
Each time just to be thrown back to stay.
So much light shines down upon the others,
Their ugly mugs leaving me to wallow alone,
Never had I seen such beauty before this one,
Though I know I should never bother.
Staring into that warm gaze meant only for me,
Flustered each time such beauty dares notice my stare,
I can’t help but get lost in my aching desires,
Never have I felt this way, so free.
The others were never so beautiful,
Each one seemed to be just there before me,
My fears melted away once our hands touched,
When you pulled me out of the darkness of old.
Never had it been like that before,
Yet such beauty is just unbelievable to be mine,
It’s like the angels sent me a gift to wash away my sorrows,
All the dirt and grime of my fears gone forever more.
Is this just a wondrous dream of my imagination,
Where light and wonders fill my heart,
A bright smile across my face now revealed,
I never thought I could ever be this happy again.
Staring back into the now empty hole in the soil,
My hand held tightly and my body slowly pulled away,
Eyes staring deeply into mine while holding my waist close,
All that can be done is wait as we watch our lives unfold.
Spoiler: The Bitch I Was Born To Be
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean I’m some scandalous skank,
Doesn’t mean I’ve screwed every living being in my sight,
Doesn’t mean I don’t have the innocence of a child,
Doesn’t mean I can’t have the compassion of a mother.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean that my only emotions are anger and betrayal,
And all of the seven deadly sins,
Doesn’t mean I’ll betray you the minute you talk shit,
Doesn’t mean I’m going to talk shit behind turned backs.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean I’m going to bite your head off when you need me,
I’ll try my best to cradle you in my arms until the pain is gone.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean that I’ll steal what is “rightfully” yours,
I already have someone that I’ll proudly call mine,
Doesn’t mean that I’m a damned backstabber,
I stab in the front where it means something.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean I’m a heartbreaker,
Doesn’t mean I’m a friend stealer,
Doesn’t mean that I believe the world revolver around me,
Doesn’t mean I haven’t lost someone close to my heart,
I really do have a heart, ya know.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean that I like such a title,
Of course, I know I am one but no one has a right to call me as such,
No one knows me well enough to have such a right.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean that I can stand the cruel words you speak behind my turned back,
Doesn’t mean that I don’t cry when my friends tell me it’s over,
Doesn’t mean that I don’t want to save Mother Nature from corruption,
Doesn’t mean that I don’t view everyone equally when first met,
Doesn’t mean I’m just a cruel-hearted wench.
Just because I’m a bitch,
Doesn’t mean that I’m not just a teenage girl,
A crying, fragile girl,
Yeah, I’m a bitch, but so are you,
Do you still want to talk shit?
Just because I’m a bitch?
Spoiler: Dramatic Poem With No Name
Why is it when I’m having a bad day,
Somethin’ always goes more wrong,
Once somethin’ good happens to make me smile,
It goes away before too long,
I hate you,
I hate you,
But I love you in so many ways,
I hate you,
I hate you,
But I’ve got nothing to say,
Happiness is just a tease to me,
It appears for a bit then goes and leaves,
It makes the smile appear upon my face then leaves without a trace,
I’m not allowed to be happy,
I’m just not allowed to smile,
Because you’re always bringing me down,
I’m forbidden from that lust,
I’m forbidden from that touch,
Because you don’t want me around,
Why can’t I leave my darkened hole,
That deep, dark well of pitch black,
The hole that Pain and Misery had pushed me in,
To meet with Sorrow and never come back,
I love you,
I love you,
Even though you could care less,
I love you,
I love you,
Through all of this horrid mess,
As hopeless as this may all seem,
I had looked up with Sorrow for a better hope,
Waiting for so long for Laughter to save my soul,
With anger unpleased and Sorrow unable to cope,
No one’s there,
No one’s there,
I realized helplessly with Agony and Sorrow,
I’m all alone,
It’s not meant to be,
With Hope waiting for a better tomorrow,
Happiness, the fuckin’ tease,
Who had given me false Hope,
Fuckin’ tease, that horrid tease,
Who felt my whole life and being was a joke,
You pushed me here,
You wanted me here,
Why did you plot with them against me?
I hate you,
I love you,
Happiness, Pain, and Misery helped you introduce me to Insanity,
Pain had taken the knife and stabbed it through my heart,
Tearing apart me and Love just for Misery to do me in,
Where Happiness and you had come in to finish me off,
Lingering before me with smiles hiding the sinister grin,
I want to cry,
I wish I could,
After all the things I went through,
You hurt me, why?
You’re the reason why,
That I have to put Trust back together with glue,
Happiness holding out its hand to pick up the leftover pieces,
You had been standing beside Pain and Misery with open arms,
I stood up instantly for all of the Agony to disappear,
But you and Happiness pushed me into more harm,
I’m falling in darkness,
It never ever ends,
You pushed me in with Agony and Despair,
Engulfed forever,
Soon to hit the tears of Sorrow,
Who you pushed with Anger soon after,
I’m stuck in darkness with Agony, Despair, Sorrow, and Anger,
Watching as you and Happiness laugh at us all,
Agony, Despair, and Sorrow becoming one within me,
The well filling with the rears as Anger watched the after fall,
Clawing at the wall,
I wanted to laugh too,
But I’m not welcomed in the land of Sunshine,
Pleaing for dear Sanity,
Begging for Happiness,
The tease that had made me declined,
My cries were ignored as Anger stayed by the farthest wall,
I hit my head while Agony’s blood had flowed,
Screaming up for Sincere and Concern only to be ignored,
As Anger spoke of obscenities that had echoed in my head,
Die… Die… Die…
Die… Die… Die…
You, Misery, Happiness, and Pain,
Slit your throat,
Get rid of the problem,
Anger insisted as Sorrow kept me strained,
I had began to picture it all happening perfectly in my head,
Hurting you as much as you had hurt my very Soul,
Your blood dripping all over the floor as Pain just lingered by while Misery stood by Pain’s side and Happiness ran away,
Just picturing it at all made me feel slightly whole,
Then Revenge came into the picture.
Spoiler: Unnamed
I feel a pain deep in my chest,
What is wrong I could only guess,
It’s not cramps for it’s too high,
Around my heart and lungs I wonder why.
I ache in pain while ignoring my chest,
Placing my hand upon my breast,
My pulse is sometimes off,
My chest aches when I sneeze and cough.
I sit down and feel like I ran,
I feel as if something in me is broken,
The pain is too hard to bare,
So I act as if it isn’t there.
It’s something I can’t ignore,
I don’t want to be in pain anymore,
I’m trembling, I’m scared,
I’m crying but no one is there.
I didn’t want anyone to worry,
Now all I can do is say sorry,
Don’t worry of me or my pain,
Your efforts will only be in vain.
The pain inside my chest,
Is worse than the rest,
I feel like I’m dying inside,
Hiding my tears and pain from the world.
Spoiler: Unnamed
I’m as innocent as you can be,
But somehow it’s all fallen on me.
Why is it I gotta be the one to love,
When you flat out told me if you loved me you would hide,
Hide away and continue to lie,
When I told you flat out I don’t,
Why’s it gotta be me that loves you?
How much do you lie,
And how many people are you destined to make cry,
And how many times do I have to say no,
Before you’ll go away and leave me alone?
Am I wrong to want to be friends?
Is it so wrong that I actually give a damn?
After all the shit I told you,
After all the shit you told me about trying to help,
You have to give me more problems?
Why can’t everyone just me alone,
It was so stupid and meant nothing,
Just to help me job my memory,
And write another sad, sad story.
You wish I loved you but I don’t,
Why can’t you just leave me alone?
Why do I gotta be the one in love with you?
I already got a man,
Even without him, I got plenty to choose from,
Why’s it gotta be you?
I love my boy,
And he loves me,
Why is it the world can’t let us be?
I don’t love you,
Why are you so convinced I do,
When I’ve told you numerous times that it ain’t you,
Maybe you are the one with the issues,
But no one will even turn the problem your way.
Innocent, innocent, little you,
Are you laughing on your throne?
All I wanted was someone to talk to,
But I guess my problems were better off left alone.
Maybe you should figure yourself out,
Before you bother trying to comprehend my realm,
Because this girl’s got too much for you to understand,
And I don’t want you to be my man.
Spoiler: Ramble Poem
You wish I loved you but I don’t,
You wish you were right but you’re wrong,
Train after train of assumptions,
Don’t you see all of the corruption,
Behind all of the lies?
Rumors upon rumors,
With none to be true,
I love you and you love her,
He loves her and she loves me,
Then the gay guy can hook up with your girl,
Does the world sound right?
You wish I loved you but I don’t,
Somehow I must be wrong,
Do I not know these feelings anymore,
The ones deep down inside my core,
The ones kept locked up from the world,
Am I not allowed to choose who I love?
Do you decide?
Do you decide?
Do I just get to sit back and enjoy the ride?
Why do I have to love you when I have so many boys to choose?
Let me just unravel my long list of all the boys I could have kissed,
All of the boys who are just waiting to be mine,
Why do you think your touch is so divine?
One boy after the other at my disposal,
Hey, let’s throw in all the girls too,
I don’t need to be in love with you,
I don’t need you to tell me that I love you,
I don’t love you, I don’t love you,
Why can’t you just accept that?
I’m sorry that I actually cared,
Cause I guess a girl caring about a guy means love HAS to be there,
I can’t just want to sit back and help,
No, I must be completely in love with you,
I can’t decide,
I can’t decide.
Fuck my thoughts and fuck my feelings,
You don’t know me,
You barely see me,
Why does it gotta be you out of all the boys who try to keep me?
You wish I loved you but I don’t,
You wish you were right but you’re wrong,
Try to make me the bad guy in your hell.
Spoiler: Blind, Mute, and Falling
I feel so blind,
I just can’t see,
My reason is fogged,
My logic forgotten,
In the dark abyss that consumed me.
I feel so mute,
I just can’t speak,
My words mean nothing,
My speech impaired,
Choked by the people I meet.
Oh so tied down,
I just can’t move,
My body pulling under,
My life blacking out,
Grasping for the light above.
I want to fly,
Fly so far away,
My wings spreading,
My freedom begins,
But all I did was fall.
Spoiler: Simply Sweet, Sugar Treat
I love you.
You keep me going day by day.
I’ll do anything to make you smile and take the pain away.
Simply sweet.
Sugar treat.
That’s what you mean to me.
Spoiler: Darkness Has Consumed My Soul
Darkness has consumed my soul,
But it has not fogged up my vision,
For I want to hear and see,
And remember everything with precision.
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