Damien felt almost giddy at Alura's smile without entirely understanding why, it was clear he hadn't said anything particularly useful or clever, but all of that vanished in the imperceptible curve of her bloodless lips as she explained how it made him useful to her, worth keeping. He had never felt that before, truly useful, truly needed. He had thought a girl had wanted him once, and then she had torn out his throat.
The almost-tender way she ran her fingers along his throat, tickling the ugly mess of scar tissue left from his bite came as a shock, that vanishing into wide-eyed surprise at the oh-so-casual manner in which she slipped onto his lap, light as a feather, the soft pressure of her back against his chest, the smell of some elegant and expensive perfume in her hair, and most of all, the suggestive manner in which she twisted her hips in his lap sent a shudder of excitement through him and brought on an uncomfortable tightness to his pants. However it happened without a heartbeat, he now had no question that everything was still functional, a fact that he knew wouldn't escape his mistress's notice, where she was sitting, though Damien knew better to make mention of it.
Instead he tried very hard to focus only her explanation of how exactly how he fit into her plans. A nobody, a shadow on the wall, someone considered so lowly as to be almost below notice....and yet being nobody was exactly what made him valuable here. The way she spoke, explaining steps and counter-steps in a shadow-game like some sort of comic-book villain, made it clear that Alura had grand plans, and if he served well, Damien would get to be a part of them. The closeness, almost fondness he felt from her there was enough to make his heart soar, only to crash back down to earth as it was over as quick as it had begun, Alura rising in a single, flawless motion, the only sort of motion she seemed to make, to retake her place across the desk from him.
His disappointment was short-lived, though, as she finally brought up the single thing he knew was better even than that recognition or even the soft press of her gathered skirts where she had lounged on his lap, his answer seeming fairly pointless, broadcasted as it was in the yearning, hungry set his grey-blue eyes took on at the very mention of blood, tongue flicking out to scrape along the bottom edge of his fangs to reassure himself they were still there. Despite what they had done to him, how they had treated him, that was the reason Damien couldn't hate these creatures. After having tasted the copper-lime flavor of warm blood against his lips and felt the intoxicating rush that began at the back of his brain and continued until his whole body felt charged with electricity, he couldn't blame them for anything they did to keep themselves on that steady rush of lifeblood, young forever to be able to enjoy it.
"Yes....so hungry...please, Mistress, they haven't fed me since last week, and then it was barely more than taste..." He answered her, voice starting out small but hardening with resolve as he spoke, cloudy eyes entranced in hers, brow furrowed to show just how desperate he had become. "...please, anything at all you ask, I'll do it for you. Sneak, lie, steal...kill. I'm yours, Mistress Alura, yours...your property, your pet." Damien just kept talking, nearly pleading, the desperation in his voice making it clear he meant every word. In that past life, he hadn't been many things, but he had been proud, unreasonably so, given how little he had to be proud of. But after over a month living here, that was all gone, replaced with addiction and fear.
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