Everything

[Cloud]

Hold on tight
Its nerve wrecking I know
I hate myself
For leting it get this way
Hold on now
Its tearing me tearing me
Apart please dont treat
Me like Im seeing
Blindly
Its everything everything
To me, now look closer
Im mopping up my own blood
Off of the floor
As I'm breaking in breaking in
Pieces
Hold on now
Your everything everything
Stop this falling
Save me from plumiting off
Stop now
I'm begging you just turn around
Please stop me no wait I'm
Fighting myself
Your everything everything
Stop
No dont listen
I hate myself from within
Throw myself off the cliff
And carry me carry me
Up to the top which is
Where we met
Hold on now
Its dragging me dragging me down
Please relent me of my duty
No wait it was my own option
Break me down
Your everything everything now
You dont know how easy
It is to see that way
Oh god please
Just turn around
Im begging you please dont
Let me drown myself
Hold on tight
Its never ending never ending
My heart cant beat on its own
Im to weak
Suffocating
Let this be
The night that glee takes over me
The dreams are pursuing me
Making me suffer for knowing whats going on
I crumble up crumble up
Crying
Suffocating now
Hold on tight
Your everything everything


(((This was a poem I wrote for a girl that I liked. She told me she only saw me as a friend, and I expressed my feelings in this)))

[Mysteria]

The pain and angst can be felt in your words allowing the reader to feel what you are going through.