Lango
03-23-2021, 11:07 AM
Long Lost Friends
A reintroduction - in the form of a warm letter recieved by you
Dear Reader,
My name is Lango, and I hope you dont mind me writing to you like this.
On the 4th of July, a few years ago now, I said my farewells to you all, though only for the time. I vaguely described that my life was busy and that I simply needed to prioritise the important things back then. I can still find the letter (forum post) I addressed to you before my departure. You may not even remember it happening now, but I do.
Now that I think about it, my name has changed, and so has my style of dialect. These things would likely confuse even my closest writing partners.
When I left you, my life was indeed busy as I had said. I had not lied, I loved you and I would never have lied to you. But it was honestly busy in the sense that I was growing.
You see I was young and immature, the love I had for you was childish, and I was therefore not prepared at that time to make the commitment your friendship/companionship required of me. I had so much blooming, growing and basking in the sunlight to do before my personality was truly ripe.
There were times when I tried to return to you, but when I searched you were long gone. I do not blame you, as I would have left too if I could have.
But now, I am married - in a cozy house of my own - with a supportive network of friends and family that have truly watered my spirit and left me feeling a great deal less "busy" than I was when I left you so abruptly. I suppose the reason I found you now is because I truly wanted to.
I will not remind you of my past (my old username) as that girl is not the woman I have become. I do assure you however, that girl is still somewhere inside me, and though she was lost for quite some time, she is now truly ready - the universe has guided her home.
TL;DR
I'm home.
A reintroduction - in the form of a warm letter recieved by you
Dear Reader,
My name is Lango, and I hope you dont mind me writing to you like this.
On the 4th of July, a few years ago now, I said my farewells to you all, though only for the time. I vaguely described that my life was busy and that I simply needed to prioritise the important things back then. I can still find the letter (forum post) I addressed to you before my departure. You may not even remember it happening now, but I do.
Now that I think about it, my name has changed, and so has my style of dialect. These things would likely confuse even my closest writing partners.
When I left you, my life was indeed busy as I had said. I had not lied, I loved you and I would never have lied to you. But it was honestly busy in the sense that I was growing.
You see I was young and immature, the love I had for you was childish, and I was therefore not prepared at that time to make the commitment your friendship/companionship required of me. I had so much blooming, growing and basking in the sunlight to do before my personality was truly ripe.
There were times when I tried to return to you, but when I searched you were long gone. I do not blame you, as I would have left too if I could have.
But now, I am married - in a cozy house of my own - with a supportive network of friends and family that have truly watered my spirit and left me feeling a great deal less "busy" than I was when I left you so abruptly. I suppose the reason I found you now is because I truly wanted to.
I will not remind you of my past (my old username) as that girl is not the woman I have become. I do assure you however, that girl is still somewhere inside me, and though she was lost for quite some time, she is now truly ready - the universe has guided her home.
TL;DR
I'm home.