His answer surprised her, even though she had been hoping for exactly that. Not since she had been a child had anyone willingly allowed her to tag along, but the offer to deliver her to another town was somewhat inviting also. She could start over...again...but there was little doubt the same prejudices against her would emerge. Even if she had the coin to survive without stealing, she couldn’t hide her ears forever. She would be back to sleeping on the streets and begging for work...and when that failed, she would be picking pockets. Was it really a life she wanted to return to? She wasn’t sure, but being around while he was fighting the dragon wasn't any more appealing.
Deciding she could wait until the morning for her decision, she remained sitting close to him, enjoying the warmth of his body, unlike earlier today when she was trying to avoid it. She wasn’t expecting the next dilemma that he posed to her and stiffened when he mentioned sharing the sleeping blanket. “I...can’t,” she replied hesitantly, thinking on how much of a temptation that would pose--to lay so close to a man that she wasn’t betrothed to. That type of contact always led to other things...or so she had been warned by the sisters of the church she was raised in...she was expected to maintain her purity and never lie with a man until married. She had kept the promise all these years, and even though she was not sure if she would ever be wed, she was still determined to stay true. The threat of burning in a cauldron of fire for eternity a very well-weighted incentive.
Becoming aware that she had not answered his question fully, she sighed heavily, then turned enough to face him. This close up she could almost see him clearly. It was as though he had his own illumination from within, something she wouldn’t doubt considering all she had seen tonight. Despite her reservations due to the situation, she realized she found him attractive, albeit a bit rugged. Shifting slightly, her cheeks taking on a rosy hue, she offered up a soft smile, trying to hide the fact that she had been staring.
“What I meant to say was...I can’t...won’t...take the bed roll from you. ...and there is no reason to share, mostly because I am not tired...so you are welcome to it. Those things out there...I thought they were gone..or I would not have slept the night before either. I’ll just keep watch…in case of...whatever.”
In actuality, she wasn’t lying. She was exhausted, but exhaustion was not the same as tired. She was too afraid to close her eyes...and the only thing inviting about the sleeping roll was its warmth. If nothing else, the chill would help to keep her awake...and alert...and being alert was important. The knight had put a spell on the island to hide it, but he had also conjured a protective ring around them earlier that one of the undead managed to break through. So his magic was not a guarantee of their safety.
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