The soil was hard beneath his thin shoes as if the rain that had drowned the world the day before hadn’t happened. Even the flash flood that had been brought on by the previous day’s torrential downpour had only left a veneer of clay mud clinging to the remnants of buildings and marked where the waterline had reached on the trees. The mud squelched beneath each step and clung incessantly to anything it touched. Those unfortunate enough to fall in it wore the mud like a second skin. It clung to his legs high on his thighs and plastered his pants awkwardly to his skin. Either the plaster-like clay itself was cold or it was making his pants increasingly damp and he hated it.
Laughter rang out from what remained of a building to his left and habitually he glanced over. If there had been a second floor, it had been obliterated right along with the rest of the town. Most of the walls were under half of their original height, the shortest points being on the street facing walls; only the back corner still retained the original wall height. There was an interior room still clearly marked by walls in that corner and lacked only the roof. The walls were not quite tall enough to hide who was scavenging within. He could make out the top of two heads and the face of a third. The third laughed again and he turned his gaze away. He had no intention of dealing with those three at all if he could help it.
It disgusted him how they and countless others found joy in the carnage around them. He had long since gotten used to the work but that didn’t mean the memories of his own homes being ransacked in an all too similar way didn’t curl through him like a venom slowly destroying anything good left within him. He had no doubt that he would one day feel that same satisfaction of a good raid if he stayed under their thumb and it only made his disgust grow even greater.
“Hey, Ilravis!”
It was easy to pull indifference across his expression as he turned his attention to the church just ahead of him. Somehow it hadn’t been destroyed beyond recognition, a rarity after a raid. Usually the only thing remaining of any building was the basement and a vague impression of the first floor’s layout.
Someone on the steps was waving at him and it felt like his blood had suddenly turned to ice.
“Come over here!”
Obediently - despite the shout not being a direct order - he changed his path to start for the church’s steps. The cluster of people on the front steps ebbed and flowed and chatted as he approached and he caught snippets of the last of the conversation as a few hurried off to pillage other remains. The one that had called for him grinned at him after a fashion, the lit torch in hand barely casting any light in the midday sun. “Hey, we’re about finished wrapping up here but none of my boys want to get their hands dirty robbing a church.” The grin grew sharper. “Do me a solid and go find the coffers. You make it out before the church burns down completely and I’ll put in a good word to my grandfather. What do you say?”
It was easy to keep his expression impassive, just as it was easy for him to give a single nod before entering. Giving a verbal response, though, was out of the question. Already the bands around his wrist were chafing. He didn’t need to add the magical effects to the reminder that he would never be one of them.
The door closed behind him with a resounding thud. The atrium was dark for the most part. The window to the left of the door was shattered while the rest of the windows were still tightly shuttered. The gales of laughter flowed in through the broken window and the vague sounds of some sort of conversation followed after it.
It was cooler, almost cold standing inside the atrium. Sunlight spilled into the chapel ahead of him filling it with beautiful light. He could make out the soft shade changes in the altar cloth from where he stood. The cloth had been deliberately dyed an ombre that faded from the softest of creams into the softest lilac he had ever seen. It would have been hard to make out if it wasn’t for the stream of sunlight on the altar coming through a paneless stained glass window. The rest of the chapel was speckled in multihued streams of light where the colored glass still held tight to its frame. It left the whole space looking ethereal in a bizarre, dreamlike way.
He stepped away from the door as shouts for others warned him that he wasn’t going to have much time.
The chapel was surprisingly warmer than the atrium but he guessed that had more to do with the broken windows than the structure itself. He could feel how cold the stone was through his thin shoes. Without pausing, he turned right just inside the chapel’s entrance and started for the part of the building that would have what he was looking for. The echoed sounds of shattering glass and splintering wood chased after him as he approached the door before him.
The handle turned and the door swung open without hindrance. He stepped through and quickly closed it. If they were going to try and bury him under burning rubble, he wasn’t going to make it easy for them.
The door had opened into a short, very dark hallway that turned left a handful of steps away. He had half expected a window on the right wall but a door was on the wall at the far end instead. Curious despite himself, he crossed to the door and opened it.
Light poured into the hallway as he found the window he had been expecting to see. It was undamaged and the glass had been tempered so that only light was visible through it. He was certain if someone stood directly on the other side he would see their shape and vague colors but that would have been it. He couldn’t even make out the side of the church through it. Beneath the window stretched a staircase that ran the length of the hallway he had just walked and emptied out somewhere beneath the chapel. There was light in the room beyond the bottom most step and that curiosity turned into a thoughtful caution.
He stepped into the stairwell pulling the door closed behind him. If someone was down there, he wasn’t keen on giving them an easy escape.
The steps were worn stone yet well shaped even after apparent years. They were well tended, too, for he found nothing gritting between his thin shoes and the stone. No dust from an irregularly used basement access and no residual from other people’s shoes. It baffled him. What did a church keep in the basement that required the stairs to be so well tended? Or was cleaning the basement stairs a sort of discipline? That wouldn’t surprise him, honestly. The monks had always found some corner of the monastery that hadn’t been cleaned yet to send a disciple to clean as punishment and training. He was certain even the most unused rooms of the monastery had been as clean as the rooms for worship.
The light turned out to be several torches dotting a room half as large as the chapel above it. Most of what he passed looked to be the expected storage - fabric and chairs, some tables, crates with decorations - but there were also three doors and a hallway off of the room that he could see.
He had turned away from the hallway when a sound drifted from it. He stilled, all of his attention on the hallway as he waited.
The sound of chimes echoed from the hallway again. It was faint, nearly imperceivable that he was certain no one moving around down here normally would have heard. He started after the sound as quietly as he could manage.
The hallway led towards the front of the church before turning right and following the front most line of the building. As he rounded the corner, he found a second set of stairs blocked off by a wrought iron gate. There was a built in lock and he could clearly see that the lock was engaged. He made a face. Picking locks was not his thing. Combat was. Whatever was beyond the gate was not worth his time.
The chimes stopped abruptly, giving way to a gruff, disgruntled voice muttering something rather quickly. He frowned at the bottom of the stairs. The hallway he had just passed through had been dark, the only light coming from the main room, and the stairwell was no different. Even the space at the bottom of the stairs was absent of light almost absolutely. If there was someone down there, they were either in the dark or only had enough light to illuminate whatever it was they were doing.
Coin clinking against coin drifted up the stairs to him, quickly followed by that same muttering. Exasperation rushed through him. Of course the riches were in the deepest, darkest part of the church. A sneer pulled at his expression. He wasn’t a bloody rogue and he sure as hell wasn’t some locksmith.
The mud around his knees cracked and flaked off as he knelt before the gate. At least he knew how to pick one. It certainly saved him from having to hunt for a key that he would probably never find. The lock gave way a good time later and the gate opened on noisy hinges. The noise from the darkness below stopped immediately. So much for the element of surprise.
With sure, soft feet, he hurried down the stairs, done with wasting time. The sub basement level was pitch black. Even with darkvision he could make out the wall to his left and a small patch of floor at the base of the stairs. Beyond that, there was nothing to see, no light of any kind to even give him vague shapes in the darkness. He kept his left hand brushing the wall as he stepped carefully forward. The space at the base of the stairs was small, barely three steps to the opposite wall, and he transferred his hand to this new wall and followed it back under the church towards the chapel.
He counted twelve steps before he realized he could see something in the darkness. It wasn’t much, barely the hint of light, but there was something there. Seven more steps brought him in line with whatever it was and it took his brain far too long to understand what he was staring at.
Tucked into a corner, curled up as tightly as it could be, was a creature. He wasn’t quite sure what it was exactly but he could make out a beak in the not so absolute darkness. The miniscule amount of light allowing him to see was coming from somewhere under the creature’s chin. It was most likely a covered item but whatever it was, the creature couldn’t see with it covered like he could. Not that he would call it seeing.
Moving forward caused sections of the creature to disappear. At first he thought it was a weird optical illusion from how little light there was to see by, but when his hand brushed against cold metal, the weird visual made sense; metal bars separated him and the creature.
Something in him snapped at the realization, something deep and something dangerous coming free. Something that had been drawn far too taut for far too long. Something he didn’t even want to try and push back down now that it was free.
The metal was cold against the palm of his hand as his fingers closed around the bar. He was about to do the stupidest thing in his life but there was no way he was going to walk away now. Not when all he could think of was the bands of metal chafing against his wrists.
“Hey,” he offered softly. The creature jumped, its beak snapping up and about as if searching for something it couldn’t see. He squatted to be more level with the creature’s head, his hand still clamped around the bar above his head. “Mind uncovering your light? It’s kind of hard to find the door in the dark.”
“What are you doing?” was barked at him. The voice was angry, gruff, but the words were a harsh whisper. It reminded him of a parent being pissed at a kid for interrupting something important from a different town several raids ago.
“I’m going to get you out,” he answered patiently.
The sound of the creature shifting drifted through the darkness to him. “I don’t trust you.” These words were hissed and sounded almost wrong, like it wasn’t the same voice saying it. No, certainly not. It was most likely the space warping the softer spoken words.
“You don’t have to but there are horrible people upstairs who are going to be burning the place down and, unless you want to die down here, I’d suggest you give me enough light to see by.”
He flinched when a sudden burst of light filled the room before he had finished his suggestion. It wasn’t an overly bright light once his eyes adjusted but it certainly had been compared to the absolute darkness he’d just been in. The source of light, to his surprise, was a rock; it was glowing not of its own light, but the light of a spell. Either someone had given the creature a glowing rock or the creature knew magic. The latter had him uneasy.
Now able to see clearly, his first impression of the creature had been rather accurate but it wasn’t an aarakocra like he had initially assumed. The creature was very much an avian but there were no wings and every single feather he could see was as black as ink. “You’re a kenku,” he found himself saying.
The kenku blinked at him, eyes lighting up as a soft, caring, “Kenku,” came from that black beak. This voice was different, gentle in a way the other two - he was certain now it had been two - hadn’t been. The kenku shuffled forward and reached up but whatever the avian had been trying to do was halted by a shackle clamped around the wrist. Disappointment - and what looked almost like fear - quickly crossed the kenku’s expression. Anger surely filled his.
He reached through the bars and easily touched the kenku’s wrist. The avian tried to jerk back out of fear but he was quicker. His hand closed around the forearm just above the shackle and he pulled so the chain was taut without hurting the kenku.
A noise escaped the kenku but he wasn’t paying close enough attention to name it. “Let go,” spilled from the kenku’s beak over and over in a tone that did not match the fear written plainly across the avian’s form. It was sharp, disgusted, and made him want to punch someone with enough force to kill them with a single blow.
He opened his mouth to reassure the kenku that it was alright-
Something came at his head from his right and he ducked. The bars of the kenku’s cell rang clearly as the staff slammed into them. He immediately let go of the kenku to quickly pin the staff against the cell bars with his quarterstaff, already turning to bring his foot up and kick at his assailant’s head.
An ashen faced human only stared in shock as their eyes met.
He pulled back on the kick, missing the clergy member by inches. He brought himself back to center as he glared at the intruder.
“What are you doing to Kenku?” the human demanded, their expression quickly turning determined. Apparently nearly being kicked in the face hadn’t deterred them in the slightest. “And what do you want with it?”
“I’m rescuing it,” he spat, “because clearly-” he gestured at the chain the kenku had a firm grip on- “it needs to be rescued.”
The clergy member narrowed their eyes. “And what will you do with Kenku if you make it out past the raiders?” The clergy member’s eyes landed pointedly on his bindings. “After all, Kenku is not the only one needing rescuing.”
He released the clergy member’s staff like he had been burned, tucking his quarterstaff away so that he could obscure the clergy member’s view of his wrists. “I’ll take the kenku somewhere safe and then keep moving to keep the raiders attention off of the kenku.”
The clergy member raised an eyebrow, amusement pulling at that ashen face. “I’m sure.” Even tone aside, it was clear the clergy member didn’t have any faith in his plan. “If I am able to help you properly escape with as much of a head start as I can, will you take Kenku someplace specific for me?”
“Like there’s anything more that you can do for me.”
“Oh?” The clergy member gained a smug expression that he immediately hated. “You don’t think so?”
There was a flicker of magic before the human’s appearance blinked out of existence. Ilravis found himself face to face with someone who looked way too familiar. There was the sound of fabric against stone and he realized he had taken a step back. The clergy member raised their hand, still smug but their apology reflected at the edges of their expression. “I know, a warning would have been preferred, but I don’t think we have enough time for that.”
“Oh, I’m pretty sure we have time for an explanation,” he countered sharply, still staring at the other’s face. At his own face.
The clergy member looked up at the ceiling. “I believe the entirety of the atrium is on fire now and it will only be a matter of time before the whole of the upper floors becomes impassable.” The clergy member focused a look on him that he didn’t understand. “If you will take Kenku to where I specify, I will help you.”
“How?”
The clergy member gestured at themself. “I can easily take your place. No one would know.”
He scoffed at that, rolling his eyes. “From a distance, sure. They would know as soon as you started talking.”
“Then it’s a good thing my idea doesn’t require me talking.”
He shifted his weight uncomfortably. He hated how vague the other was being; and how morbid his thoughts went. Surely the clergy member’s plan wouldn’t require the clergy member to die. Or getting caught, because that would be worse than death. He glanced at the kenku still sitting clutching the chain. Or maybe it did involve the clergy member’s death. Death was something he had become far too familiar with - be it causing it or witnessing it - and he knew his soul was tainted from it. The fun little bonus that came with it was a strange variant of intuition when it came to knowing if someone was going to die soon. It was never tied with anything like Futuresight or the like; more of a sense of knowing when someone has been dying due to illness or poison, or knowing if someone has met Death before and if they are looking to meet Death again. It lingered in the church like a spider waiting for something to touch a strand of its web, patient and ominous, but it was hard to tell if it lingered because of the raiders or because of his doppelganger.
Not that it swayed him much. Whatever had kept him in line for his captors was thoroughly gone and he wasn’t about to pass up an opportunity to get free.
“Fine. Where do you want me to take the kenku?”
The clergy member nodded only to cross to the cell. “Good. Let me get Kenku out and I’ll show you a map upstairs.”
The clergy member worked quickly and before he knew it, the clergy member was leading the way back upstairs. Kenku hurried on ahead as if knowing exactly where the clergy member was headed, and maybe the kenku did, but it left him with the clergy member. “Do you still have your name?”
His initial reaction was to give his doppelganger a flat look but then his mind caught up with why the question was being asked. He sighed sharply. “Yes.” Silence followed and it took a moment for him to realize the clergy member was watching him expectantly. He rolled his eyes. “Ilravis.”
“Norman.” This time he did give the clergy member a flat look and the other laughed. “I’ve been masquerading as a human for a good while. Have to have a human name.” The clergy member’s grin was cheeky but his expression didn’t change. That grin smoothed out into a pleasant smile. “Monvyon. Though no one has called me that in a very long time.”
“Monvyon,” he echoed. Strange. It tickled a part of his mind but there was no placing why it sounds familiar. “Pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
Monvyon chuckled, as if that had amused the other in some way. “Pleasure’s all mine.”
Kenku was waiting for them at the top of the final stairs, hopping from foot to foot. As soon as Kenku saw them it darted through the barely ajar door, a child’s laughter echoing behind it. Ilravis frowned but dutifully followed Monvyon up the steps.
The laughter stopped abruptly drawing the two to a halt halfway up the stairs. Kenku came barreling back in and down the stairs, “Smoke,” coming from its beak in Monvyon’s voice far calmer than the Kenku clearly was. “Monvyon-” A new voice, lighter and breathy, something far more feminine than everything else Ilravis had heard, and this time it held the same concern the kenku was displaying as said kenku nearly collided with Monvyon’s chest, clinging to the fabric there.
“I’ll be ok, Kenku,” Monvyon assured the suddenly worried Kenku. “We’re just going to the Bishop’s office.”
Kenku squawked in protest, its beak snapping sharply at the same time. Monvyon affectionately ran a hand over Kenku’s head before turning the kenku around and urging the aviary onward. Kenku glanced back but didn’t hesitate to dart forward again.
“Not going to say anything about the building being on fire?” Ilravis asked as they started walking again.
He caught sight of a smile as Monvyon covered their nose and mouth with their sleeve, their words muffled by it. “Kenku already knows. Its concern wasn't for the fire anyway.”
He frowned, unconsciously recoiling from the choking scent of smoke. The hallway wasn’t thick with it but it made it a bit hazy. “What else would-”
Monvyon started coughing. At first Ilravis thought Monvyon was suddenly choking on nothing but the coughing quickly became ragged and thick, like there was something in Monvyon’s lungs the other was trying to dislodge. Ilravis froze in place as Monvyon was forced to stop from the force of the fit. Kenku appeared in front of Monvyon before Ilravis had even realized the kenku had been returning. Muttered words like a prayer drifted under the sound of Monvyon’s coughing. At first, nothing happened. Ilravis took a step forward to stop the praying and see if there was anything he could do that would actually help but Monvyon waved at him, straightening. Kenku was still muttering but some of the strain that had come with the coughing had eased from Monvyon’s face as the coughing subsided. The clergy member still coughed occasionally but it wasn’t the body curling kind anymore. “Quickly. Before I have another attack. Lead, Kenku.”
Kenku took off at a run as Ilravis closed the distance between him and Monvyon. “What was that?” he asked in a low voice, watching Monvyon closely.
Monvyon’s pace was as close to running as one could get without breaking into a jog. The clergy member’s voice was raw. “Later. Once we’re in the office.”
Kenku hopped from foot to foot, a clattering coming from its beak. He couldn’t tell if it was a mimic or a sound the kenku could just make with its beak. Monvyon didn’t stop once they had entered the office. Kenku had barely closed the door when Monvyon shoved nearly everything off of the large desk and spread a massive map over the top of it. Ilravis approached, frowning as he came within reaching distance of the desk. Monvyon looked even worse, though the clergy member looked less like Ilravis’s doppelganger now that there was better light from the only window in the room. There was a bit more length to Monvyon’s face, a slightly deeper curve in the tops of Monvyon’s ears, and even the hair wasn’t quite the right color. And maybe there were other differences but he couldn’t tell as the other worked to get the map to lay flat. “What was that, Monvyon,” he all but demanded, resting his hands on the edge of the edge.
Monvyon’s eyes flickered up to him; he recognized those irises but still couldn’t place why. Monvyon’s gaze returned to the map. “A long time ago, I was fortunate enough to avoid the majority of a tragic event that took the lives of all of my family and friends, save for my youngest son, though at the time I had believed even he had been killed. While I avoided death, I wasn’t left untouched.” Monvyon’s expression became startlingly blank. “I had foolishly gone seeking revenge while drowning in my sorrow and, while it gave me the opportunity to discover my youngest son had in fact survived, my drive for revenge only got me caught and tortured. I was forced to breathe harmful particles that irreparably damaged my lungs. I have been living with an impending death date hanging over my head ever since and things like inhaling smoke or overexertion of the lungs only brings that date closer.”
There was nothing that he could say to that. He hadn’t even expected the truth yet Monvyon had given it seemingly without a thought.
Monvyon pressed a finger to a point on the map, drawing Ilravis’s attention out of his thoughts. “This is where we are,” Monvyon pressed another finger to the map nearly a full arm’s span away, “and this is one of two locations you can take Kenku to.”
“You’re joking, right?” Ilravis asked as Monvyon coughed again. He leaned more completely into the table, looking at the distance between the two points. “That’s on the other side of the continent, a good who knows how far away.”
“8 months on foot, about 6 if you’re able to get a cart or horse,” Monvyon rattled off while trying to suppress another cough. Monvyon pointed to a third point. “If you can’t make it there, this is the other place you can take Kenku.”
Ilravis stepped back, not sure if he was flabbergasted or offended. “You expect me to be able to not only smuggle myself but a kenku as well through not only two other, entire nations, but onto a whole other continent?” He gestured at the third point with a sharp flick of his wrist. “Why there? Why that far south?”
“Rebecca Harvestone moved there after falling in love with the city during some of her travels,” Monvyon pointed at the second point “Treba Verda, an old colleague of mine, went here for study.”
“Rebecca,” Kenku parroted, but despite it being in Monvyon’s voice, the tone and roll of the word was completely different. Almost fond.
Monvyon smiled gently at Kenku before focusing on Ilravis. “They are the only people I know who will be more than happy to take Kenku in and provide a far better life than what this church has done.”
Ilravis furrowed his brow. “And the reason you haven’t taken Kenku there yet yourself is...”
Monvyon smiled weakly. “Unfortunately, my ability to do anything for Kenku was restricted to reading the scriptures to him. The higher members of the church made sure of that.”
“Like the Bishop,” Ilravis guessed.
Monvyon started digging through the desk drawers. “To some extent. We were too small to have a bishop here full time but he would visit regularly. It was who he had put in charge who had decided Kenku was best left in the cellar chained like an animal.”
Ilravis almost missed the venom that filled those last words. Monvyon’s voice had barely changed yet it had been there. “How did a church become responsible for a kenku, anyway?”
“I was told it was a group of adventurers who had brought Kenku in as a babe. Supposedly they had been too kind hearted to kill it with its thieving parents but I’m not sure how much faith I hold to that.” Monvyon flattened out two smaller maps, quickly marking the two locations with a precise, deliberate stroke of a pen. “But, just as I don’t trust the words of my fellow clergy members, I know that it is just as likely Kenku was given to us in the hopes that we are able to find it a good home as it was that the adventurers were just leaving Kenku here to be dealt with by someone else.” Monvyon offered Ilravis the maps. “Are you still willing to take Kenku to one of these locations for me?”
The chaffing of his wrists came back to the forefront of his mind. He gestured with one hand to emphasize his point. “Only if you hold true to your word and help me with my own situation.”
“Ah, yes. I nearly forgot, what with everything else. ” Monvyon put the maps down and walked back around the table. “It will require you to trust me.”
He raised an eyebrow, the rest of his expression flat and annoyed. “You can’t do anything worse than what I’ve already been through.”
Something flickered across Monvyon’s face too fast for Ilravis to decipher. He was tempted to call it guilt but unless Monvyon was hiding something, there was nothing for the other to feel guilt over. “Fair enough.” Monvyon’s hand pressed into Ilravis’s chest only hard enough to be difficult to dislodge. “I will be putting you into a fake death. Once I am done removing them, I will return you to the waking world.”
“Will it actually work?”
Monvyon offered an encouraging smile. “The only thing that will know it isn’t true death will be Death itself. I will only know because it is my action causing it. Nothing more.”
Ilravis hesitated long enough to glance at Kenku. The aviary was at the door wadding something in the bottom crack to keep the smoke out. “Fine. But if it hurts–”
He didn’t get to finish his sentence. One moment he was standing giving Monvyon permission to go through with the plan and the next he was groggily waking up on the floor. Kenku was at his head, hands on either side as what sounded like the words to a prayer drifted from Kenku’s beak in that same feminine voice. His wrists felt warm and his skin was tingly all the way up his arms but he could tell the cuffs were gone. Monvyon leaned over into his line of sight looking a hell of a lot worse than when Ilravis had last seen the other and Monvyon had looked bad before knocking him out.
“Don’t rush getting up. We’ve got a little bit more time. Kenku is nearly at the end of the Prayer of Healing and we will both be feeling a whole lot better once the prayer is complete.”
Ilravis could almost see the shroud of Death clinging to Monvyon from that groggy state. He wasn’t so sure Monvyon would get any sort of relief no matter how powerful a Prayer of Healing was. Not that he even thought it would do anything. Praying had certainly done him no good in the past.
The grogginess slid away rather quickly as the words spoken in that feminine voice from earlier came to an end. Ilravis carefully sat up when Kenku stood, a brief, small chk-chk-chk coming from the kenku’s beak. He frowned at the kenku as it went back to stuffing fabric under the door. “Who taught him that prayer?”
“Rebecca.” A weak, fond smile pulled at Monvyon’s lips. “She taught Kenku the majority of the prayers Kenku knows, though none of us expected Kenku to actually be able to use them as Kenku has. Very few of us were ever blessed with the might of our God.”
“Why not you?” When Monvyon only raised an eyebrow, Ilravis elaborated. “Why didn’t you teach Kenku any of it? Especially after finding out it was blessed with the might of the Gods.” His lips curled with those echoed words. He didn’t overly believe that was even a thing. He had never met a God and, while he had seen plenty use magic, none of it had been because a God bestowed it upon someone. Magic was magic. Everyone had it and could use it. All it took was the right training with the right kind of magic, the right understanding. It made spell scrolls and magical items the most sought after during raids; they always guaranteed a number of good meals and a warm place to sleep for a short while because of how well they sold or could be utilized.
Monvyon blinked at him before smiling fondly at him. “I would have liked to but Kenku wasn’t the only one on a short leash. I was closely watched because of my outcry against Kenku’s treatment. Rebecca was far better at going unnoticed. Not that she liked it but it served a purpose in the end.” Monvyon stood, groaning with visible effort. “Come. There is one last thing we need to do before you are able to take Kenku away from here.”
“And that requires you going back out into the smoke?” Ilravis asked, standing with far more ease than he expected. He gave Kenku a surprised look that the kenku never saw.
Only, Kenku bristled at his question and whipped around to give Monvyon a dark look. Ilravis started when Kenku’s beak opened and his own voice came out. “You’re joking, right?” It was the same incredulous tone as he had spoken it in and he found that it made him very uncomfortable. Kenku didn’t let him stew on that long as it continued in Monvyon’s steady voice, “Inhaling smoke only brings that death date closer.”
That was not verbatim. Ilravis knew that was not and yet it had sounded so smooth, like it had been spoken that way. He stared at Kenku, wondering now just how much control Kenku actually had over what it said and how it said it. Certainly not much if it hadn’t been able to change the inflections while furious at Monvyon. Those words had been just as nonchalant as Monvyon had spoken them.
“You are not going out again.” A new voice this time, one that matched Kenku’s outrage; it sounded almost like the first voice he had heard Kenku use but he wasn’t certain.
“Kenku,” Monvyon tried to placate but the kenku shook its head vehemently.
“You are not going out again!” it bellowed in that unnamed voice.
Monvyon didn’t respond verbally but the other did walk over to Kenku, kneel, and pull the aviary into a tight hug. The kenku was quick to bury its face into Monvyon’s shoulder, beak pressing down Monvyon’s front.
“You went out?” Ilravis interjected.
“For supplies while you were in that death state,” Monvyon confirmed. “There is a new outfit for Kenku on the table as well as a satchel of supplies and money for the both of you. I also grabbed another for what we have to do next.” Monvyon pulled back from the hug enough to get Kenku’s attention. “I have to step out and lead the criminals astray, otherwise they will find you and they will do terrible things to you.”
Kenku, still crying, shook its head again. “Stay here for me,” it said in Monvyon’s voice. The words trembled with something Ilravis couldn’t name but it wasn’t whatever Kenku was feeling, he knew that.
“I will do my best to catch up with you both later, but for now I need you to be good and do as Ilravis says, ok?” Kenku rubbed at its eyes and beak before nodding. “Good. Go put on the outfit I brought you. I’ll make sure Ilravis returns as I take the criminal’s attention away from you.”
Kenku morosely drifted towards the table where a pile of white fabric rested next to some bags. Monvyon didn’t wait to see if Kenku did as instructed. “Come on,” Monvyon spoke, stepping through the door quickly.
Ilravis followed after, quick to close the door. Monvyon, though, simply crossed the hall to the other door and entered the space. Not sure what Monvyon was doing, Ilravis stepped in and closed the door quickly to keep the now rather thick smoke out of the room.
“Undress,” Monvyon wheezed, already stripping.
“Why?” Ilravis asked, even as he followed suit. He barely managed to catch the first bit of garment Monvyon threw at him.
Monvyon gave him a very tired look and Ilravis was suddenly reminded of his impression upon waking up of almost seeing the shroud of Death hanging over Monvyon. “We are swapping clothes. All of it. After that, I will put myself in the same fake death that I had placed you in and you will put your shackles on my wrists. Once done, you will have to carry me out into the chapel and leave me there. If for some reason I am not properly dead after the spell has worn off, the first lung full of smoke will guarantee it.” Ilravis stared at Monvyon, not believing what he was hearing. Monvyon seemed unperturbed by his disbelief as the other met his gaze. “I am living on borrowed minutes, Ilravis. The only reason I’m still moving around is because of Kenku’s Prayer of Healing. Putting you into that false death and then going back into the hall with only the cloth on my body to keep the smoke at bay should have killed me. Kenku was quick to give me some healing when I staggered back in but it barely did anything; I could barely even sit up afterwards. The Prayer of Healing had been more for me than you but it affects multiple people at once so it benefited the both of us.” Monvyon threw another article of clothing at Ilravis’s face. Ilravis snatched it out of the air but before he could retort, Monvyon had already turned away. “Get dressed. We’re running out of time.”
“Are you seriously going to just leave Kenku like that?” he asked, the words thick with incredulity. “Leave it hoping it’ll see you again at some point? You can’t give it that kind of hope. It would kill the poor creature.”
Monvyon turned back to him with an exhausted expression filled with pain. “You are more than welcome to tell Kenku what really happened later but I was not about to have that fight. This is my choice.”
“What good does throwing your life way do if someone is relying on you to stay alive?!”
“I am already dead, Ilravis!” Monvyon bellowed. Ilravis slid a foot back on the stone floor, bracing for an attack that would never come. The moment that yell left Monvyon, so too did most of the other’s strength. Ilravis watched as Monvyon practically collapsed in on themself, hand going to hair that looked far too thin. “I was dead the moment I caught up with those fucking raiders; the only reason why I’m even alive today is because of you and your stupid, idiotic, kindhearted mentor.”
It was like someone had ghosted their finger from the tip of his head down his spine sending a cascade of spiders over every square inch of skin along the way. His breathing deepened even as it felt like his ribs contracted. “What?” It was clipped, demanding, and thick with the distrust he had a vice grip around.
Monvyon winced only to bow their head in resignation. “I had followed the raiders for a few years. I hadn’t realized they had been tailing you - though whether that had been coincidence or intentional, I still don’t know - until they already had their hands on me. I don’t remember how I escaped but I was nearly dead when I had. I never learned how I ended up at the monastery - your teacher Master Yun never told me - but I do remember waking up there.” Monvyon coughed suddenly, briefly, and struggled to suck in a breath afterwards. “I was never truly conscious but I remember becoming awake enough to see and understand Master Yun,” Monvyon looked up to meet his gaze, “and to see you.” There was a pause, a brief lull that Ilravis refused to disrupt because he didn’t understand, that Monvyon seemed to not notice. “My youngest son, though not the youngest of seven, still alive after I had believed you had died with the others. Ilravis Nodelstacia, son to Monvyon and Banvret Nodelstacia, moon elf of my own flesh and blood.”
The torrent of emotions had become noise; nothing more than a numbing presence that simply existed around him. He wanted to scream, to yell, to ask thousands of questions, but all he could do was stare banefully at the moon elf before him. His own parent was before him and he couldn’t even feel anything about that fact.
Monvyon stepped close enough to tug at Ilravis’s shirt. “Come on. We’re running out of time.”
Ilravis took a solid step back, unconsciously shaking his head no as he did so. “I’m not about to let you die.”
Monvyon chuckled. He hated how rueful it was. “I’m already dead, Ilravis. I won’t make it through the night even if we made it into fresh air. At least let me do something with my death.”
There was truth in that statement. Ilravis could almost see Death tugging at the last of what held Monvyon in Life and it wouldn’t be long before Death had the other completely. He fisted the fabric still in his hands before glaring at Monvyon. “Fuck you.”
Monvyon didn’t respond beyond a look of acceptance crossing that ashen face. Ilravis started to strip.
When they were both dressed in each other’s clothes, Monvyon couldn’t stand anymore. Each breath was loud and sounded horrible in ways Ilravis couldn’t even explain. It was all Ilravis could do to not go get Kenku anyways and force it to heal Monvyon to the extent that it could. Monvyon was still resigned to all of it and even looked content sitting at the base of a wall dressed in Ilravis’s clothing. “Promise me something. Ilravis.”
“What?” he asked, his voice monotone as he finished getting his last shoe onto Monvyon’s foot.
“When you get out of here, you live a long, good life to the best of your ability knowing you are loved far more than you know.” Ilravis blinked, finding that he had stopped mid task. He quickly finished. “And as a favor-” he could hear Monvyon struggle to pull in the breath as a tear streaked down Monvyon’s face- “tell Rebecca I’m sorry if you make it that far.”
“Sure.”
Monvyon raised a hand but the other swayed heavily to one side as if the simple act had caused Monvyon to become unbalanced. Ilravis’s hands shot out, steadying Monvyon. Monvyon offered him a weak smile as that raised hand settled against Monvyon’s chest.
Ilravis watched as the spell took effect without retaining whatever Monvyon had said to cast it. As soon as it was in place, Ilravis was quick to slip his old cuffs onto Monvyon’s wrists before getting to work.
He returned to Kenku in a daze, not truly remembering going through with the rest of his plan. Kenku greeted him upon entry in all white but it did little to startle Ilravis out of his daze. He placed a hand on the kenku’s head not hearing any of the words that were most likely flowing from the kenku’s beak. “Let’s get out of here.”
They slipped out through the window without any trouble, bags and maps in hand. It would be months later, though, before Ilravis got confirmation if Monvyon’s sacrifice had actually worked or not. His answer came when he and Kenku were one major town away from Treba Verda’s town. One of the raiders who had been part of the initial group that set the church on fire had been in the town and met Ilravis’s gaze by sheer luck. Ilravis only realized a split second too late and a shouted, “Guys! We have him!” filling the air behind him was evident enough that the lead Monvyon had given them was gone now.
Kenku never gave any indication that it knew why Ilravis was suddenly changing their plans and Ilravis put that more towards luck than his own skill. While he was able to keep a step ahead of his previous captors, they were quick and it was hard to hide a Kenku dressed in white when he himself stood out just as much.
It was easy hiding it from others, though.
She was cute in the way that all cats were cute, not that she was like a cat beyond her appearance. She was fiercely self confident, quick tongued, and light on her feet despite the prosthetic she didn’t care to hide. Her tail was as equally fluffy as the fur around her neck and at the base of her throat and she took great pride in her appearance for it. Her accent wasn’t heavy but it was very distinct, and for some reason she took an instant liking to him, to which Ilravis didn’t feel like trying to understand why, if only to save himself the headache. Everyone loved Kenku - Ilravis had exploited that little fact far too often for it to not be cruel - but they always gave him a wide berth in contrast. She, though, sat down next to him in one of the seaport taverns and ordered him and herself a drink. Her companions had been less thrilled about joining his and Kenku’s table but Kenku’s good nature and her apparent ease with his presence seemed to be enough for them.
“Come on, Talley. The Captain’s expecting us back.”
She waved them off as she leaned into the table seeking out his gaze. “In a minute.” He gave it to her with a bewildered look. “You wanted a ship out of here, right?” Her tail flicked behind her, a tell he didn’t understand yet.
“Preferably south,” he confirmed. “From all the chatter, though, it sounds like your ship’s heading north.”
“We are, but that doesn’t mean we’re not heading south afterwards.” She grinned, one that showed way too many teeth for his liking. “Come with. The Captain will appreciate a good pair of hands and we’re always in need of a good healer.”
“Kenku doesn’t know medicine-”
“Yet,” she cut in, giddy. “We drop off our current healer on our last stop north. Kenku will have enough time to pick up all sorts of information.”
Ilravis glanced at her companions. “And your Captain’s just going to let the two of us board with no previous conversations not knowing who we are.”
“She will if I put in a good word for you.” He looked back at her, at that eager expression she kept trained on his face. “If I take full responsibility for any mutiny you may cause.”
He rolled his eyes, picking up his drink. “I don’t need a keeper, much less Kenku. No thank you.”
“Exactly.” His cup froze at his lips. “You don’t need a keeper but you do need a way into Alvron. Come with us, Ravin. We’re your only ticket south that doesn’t come with consequences. The Captain will expect you to work hard for your passage but she’s fair and won’t work you any harder than she works any of us.” Her hand settled on his arm, warm and soft against his bare skin. “Come with us.”
He looked at her again as he lowered his cup back to the table. “You guarantee this will not cost Kenku or I anything material or otherwise.”
She nodded solemnly. “Safe passage for the same manual labor all the crew does. That’s it.” Her ears stood a bit straighter on her head. “Oh, and Kenku learning as much as possible from the current healer on board. She’ll want that, too.”
Ilravis sighed. “Fine.” He pushed his chair back as he stood. Kenku followed suit without being told, happily walking towards the door as if the kenku knew where to go without her or her company leading. He turned a flat, hard look onto her. “But if you are leading us astray, I will skin you alive and turn your hide into a winter cloak.”
Her companions didn’t care much for the threat - at least three of them reached for weapons - but she only grinned big and bright while hopping from foot to prosthetic in clear excitement. “Deal.”
He and her companions shared the same exasperated sigh. She was going to be a handful, he just knew it.
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