With issues there are in this world I am concerned and I have been stocking up on food items that I would need, and have stuff to last me for over a month, though I want to stock up much further. I am really seeing need for being prepared. I would prefer though being where I would grow things for what is needed. But I can't afford to move anywhere for that without others I might join with in that.
Besides those issues, in the past five weeks my father died, so both biological parents, and a brother, are gone, and then a dear friend who I had kept in communication online disappeared from the media, by the end of March, with no further information. This is after another friend I had in communication became homeless and I did not hear how that happened, and wanted to still communicate with him, but he would lose his account and later request contact again with another account, a few times, and then he was gone with no further information.
Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.