He finished the blade before he left the room, he would not have anyone distract him from his task. But already he felt like Lily had done a pretty darn good job in doing so. He thanked Jarod for warning him and made his way over to Jada's study where Nicklas was waiting for him. His mind kept going back to that kiss between him and Lily, had it not meant anything to her? He had been kissed before, by plenty of whores who wanted him to come upstairs with them. But never like this though, there was something behind it. Despite his anger, his certainty that she was toying with him.. he kept doubting of she even was. He so badly wanted to get angry at her now. Tell her what kind of a bitch she was being for toying around with him. Why could she not just tell him right in his face wat she thought of him? It was not as if he was looking for someone, a special girl to have something with that was different than just having plain old simple sex. He wanted someone to share all those years with.
He opened the door to Jada's study without even knocking once. He just pushed open the door, walked in and sat down as his mind kept going back to that kiss. Maybe if he thought long enough about it he would find that little hint in what she had been doing to him. But there was nothing, god.. why was he so dumb! Why could he not be like her, or Nicklas.. or anyone else that he was surrounded by. Nicklas looked at his Fledgling who was in deep thought and leaned back in his chair. He crossed his arms and wondered when Christopher would notice where he was, and why.
How could he have thought that she was different, that she was someone a good person. Instead she was just like her sire, one that liked to toy around with the minds of others. He remembered how Tanaris had screwed around with his mind, but then again... he had asked for it so no harm done there. But what if Lily was doing the same? What if this was still a test.. was it still a test! Fuck! he wondered how he was doing, was he doing any good.. or bad? He scratched his beard and started mumbling to himself, while Nicklas wondered if his fledgling was broken or not.
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