After Jackal had left the room, Ezra went into the connecting bath house, pleased to see a hand pump over the large tub and a small fireplace for heating water. It had been a long time since she had had a warm bath and she set to getting things ready, starting by lighting the fire and filling the tub. As soon as the water was boiling, she added it and stripped off her clothing, stopping briefly before entering to examine the fading bruises on her arms and breasts...only a light yellow coloration still marred her, but the memory was still fresh, as it always would be.
Immersing herself in the warm water, Ezra began gliding the soap over her body. She did it slowly, enjoying the feel of her hands as they rubbed away four days worth of road. A clean body is a clean mind--wash away your sins. The voice came unbidden...and it was not welcome. She no longer believed the words, but they had been preached to her often enough when she was a child that the habit of frequent bathing had stuck. With ease, she pushed the thought away and dunked her head, washing her hair then laying back to enjoy the comfort the warmth provided. ...and her thoughts went to Jackal.
She was worried she was beginning to feel more for him than just a sexual attraction, finding herself thinking of him too often. She liked the way he made her feel, both emotionally and physically, but it was more than that. It was almost a dependence and that was what frightened her. She was not ready for that...not yet...even though she thought she loved him. It was not something she was ready to admit to herself, let alone him. She pictured him in her mind as she closed her eyes, laying her head back and softly humming to herself as she slipped into a light sleep.
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