Joe jumped when Stephen's bottle impacted with the wall, the sharp sound of glass shattering piercing his ears. As Stephen went on his expletive filled fury, Joe watched Nikola attempt to bandage Dani up.
For the first time on this journey, the feeling Joe had been trying to keep buried ever since he had gotten into the mess leading up to this swelled up and overtook him. He realized he was powerless. He had no more control over his group than he did his own destiny at this point. As Nikola slumped to the floor, blood pouring from his wound, Joe could not feel but lost to the world, lost in his own fate.
But Joe kept looking back at Nikola, and something in him snapped. He ran over, and reached into the medical bag, pushing Nikola's unmoving hand out of the way. Damn, he had used the last Stimpak on Dani. He turned to ask Stephen for one, assuming he had had any in the first place, but then a realization hit him.
Joe reached into his inner coat pocket, and pulled out something he had been saving for an emergency. He held in his hands a Super stimpak. Rare and expensive, Joe had procured one before setting out by cashing in a favor. He had been saving it in case of emergency.
And now there was one, but it was not Joe who needed it. He hesitated for a moment, realizing that if he gave this to Nikola, there would be nothing to save himself in the event something bad happened. But after his brief moment of indecision, Joe took it, wrapped the belt around Nikola's leg near the injury, and then pressed down, injecting the serum into Nikola's body.
Joe sat down, his arms resting on his knees, looking at Nikola. He wasn't sure they would even ever make it to Delta, but if they were going to die, he wanted to feel he had some sort of control over their fate, and for the moment, he had been able to decide the outcome.
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