Not being active apparently.
At the time of the question I was trying to handle being on my own and it wasn't going so good. I couldn't keep up, and it made me feel really guilt. I didn't know how to handle everything that happened before I left. It was a lot. So I decided to just let myself sulk. I ate a lot of junk food. I didn't leave bed much. I watched a lot of TV. I just let myself be sad. I let myself grieve.
I'm still doing that. I'm giving myself time to heal. I'm now doing pretty good on chores. I feel a little behind on laundry but in my defense, the elevator in my apartment went down right before I was about to get on and I'm not risking that. So I put it off. Otherwise though, I'm doing really good. I'm writing again. I'm playing games again. I'm dreaming again. And this time there is no one to take it all away from me.
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