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    The next thirty minutes went by in a blur, Esme was moving on autopilot. She felt the disruptor turn off but she couldn't make sense of what thoughts were hers and which were Vanessa's thoughts. It hadn't felt like this since they had first installed the link. At the beginning neither of them knew how to control what thoughts were transmitted and which stayed in their minds. Both of them had been an open book to the other. That was how their romantic relationship started. Shortly after surgery they both had been going through testing to make sure the implant hadn't effected their motor skills, they had been in an exam room performing random exercises. The doctors had them both stripped down to shorts and tank tops. Vanessa had been doing squats while Esme was waiting her turn, she found herself watching other woman and admiring her backside. A few random thoughts must have gotten across the link as Vanessa stumbled in the squat she was doing and fell to the ground blushing. Esme could feel the embarrassment across the bond and didn't know if it was her own or Vanessa's. Thinking back it probably had been both of theirs. There had been several other similar exchanges before they both admitted how they felt about each other.

    It had been a whirlwind after that, everything was amazing. They were part of a ground breaking new project and had a blooming romance. Then everything changed. The mission Vanessa had been sent on had ruined everything. Esme had always respected the company, everything she ever had was because of them but at this moment she hated them. Hated them for what they did to Vanessa, what they made her do.

    Esme heard Doctor Bakshi suggest they take a few hours and sort things out. She had nodded and stood walking from the lab to the elevator, Vanessa with her. Instead of hitting the button to their floor Esme hit the roof button. She wasn't entirely sure why, but she recalled Doctor Bakshi say something about the weather being nice and that the view from the roof was lovely. There was a roof top garden there that Esme liked to sit in and read. The doors chimed open and she stepped outside looking around the view was indeed lovely but none of that mattered. Her thoughts were a mess and really she didn't know where hers ended and Vanesse'a started. What was memory, fear or current throughts. She let Vanessa go first and stood their almost long enough for the doors to shut. At the least moment she jumped out and wrapped her arms around Vanessa, burying her face into her back as she cried. “I'm sorry.” Esme said, aloud not trusting the stability of the link right now. “I'm sorry they made you do that. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and I am sorry for being such a jerk.”


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    Whenever the disrupter was used there was always a bit of awkward time as everything needed to be pieced back together. It was almost like every time they used it on them someone came into their minds, trashed the joint and then left, then she and Esme would have to clean up before things would settle again.

    Esme seemed to be more together than her despite her emotions leveling out. Now it was just fear considering they still had not said anything to each other. Doctor Bakshi suggested that they take some time to themselves to sort things out. Now that everything was in the open, she would have believed the healing could begin, but Vanessa worried…how deep had she made the rift? Would Esme even begin to forgive her? She had locked her out to protect her and yet still hurt their relationship. Either way Esme was going to hurt…if she had just been honest then the blame could have went elsewhere. This was strictly on her now…

    At first Vanessa was not sure if she should follow but when Esme looked at her they did not even need words to know. One of the more interesting things about the link is now without even speaking in their mind they could sometimes pick up on what the other wanted. It just naturally came to them. She had always been worried that someday they would become one mind with two bodies like in a science fiction book. At first that would have been bad but now…maybe she would not mind it with Esme.

    Vanessa had been lost in thought making sure to keep to herself when the elevator opened. She looked dumbfounded thinking…this is not our room? As she stepped outside though her heart fluttered a bit feeling the weather. She still had a dull ache for what was to come but if nothing else at least they would have a nice view…

    The fact that it took her a moment to notice that Esme had not followed her she worried. For whatever reason the thought of suddenly being ditched out here was a worry. Whether or not it was actually a good thing though Esme came out onto the roof. Vanessa was fully focused on her now…she walked awkwardly continuing her way towards the middle, unsure how to talk about the onslaught she just sent Esme’s way.

    She felt hands wrap around her. She felt sadness wash her.
    “I'm sorry they made you do that. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and I am sorry for being such a jerk.”

    What was she going to do with her…
    Esme was always the one who took the leap of faith. Vanessa needed to learn from her.

    She could feel her back getting wet from her tears and Vanessa felt herself getting sad as well, but more than that. A small warmth flicked in her emotions. The feeling of Esme again. Vanessa had denied her so long she almost forgot what her arms felt like around her. Vanessa was quiet…allowing Esme to cry and say her peace until she loosed her hold a little. Once she eased up she quickly spun around and held Esme to her chest. She held her tight and gave a small kiss on her cheek. She rubbed her back and just whispered, “How can you be sorry when I caused everything? How could you have known? It’s my fault everything spiraled like this.”

    As she held her tight she said, “I need your forgiveness. I promise you Esme I will not withdraw from you again…I never…want to be…where we were…again…” She felt herself crying now too. She stood firm like a statue to hold both of them in case Esme got weak. She wanted to curl up but knew now was not the time. As the tears fell she gasped a bit trying not to be gross.

    “Can I please…love you again…? Will you give me a chance…?”

    It was the hardest thing she could ask for. Something never easily given. Trust…would Esme ever trust her again?
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    It felt so nice to be held by Vanessa again, the other woman was a couple inches taller than Esme and they fit perfectly together. She stood there for several minutes enjoying the embrace with her ear pressed against Vanessa's heart listening to it beat. She didn't need their link to know Vanessa was nervous, her heart was racing. After a while Vanessa spoke saying this wasn't Esme's fault that it was her own. That wasn't true though they had both messed up. Vanessa always said that Esme was the one that had more faith but this time she hadn't and had given up. “No, I should have trusted you, given you the space you needed. Instead I got angry at you and closed you out. I thought it was over between us that you didn't want me anymore. It would have been easier if I hated you but I couldn't hate you. The truth is I still love you and I think I always will. That is why it hurt so much.” Esme said, still leaning into Vanessa with her arms around her waist.

    She pulled back a little when Vanessa asked for forgiveness and promised never to withdraw from her again. Vanessa tensed and it felt like she was going to pull away but was fighting her instinct. Esme wrapped her arms tighter around Vanessa so she couldn't run away. She didn't think Vanessa was going to so the gesture was meant more to reassure her. “I don't want any secrets between us. That is what caused this whole mess. We need to be completely open with each other. So I have to tell you. I've killed someone too. It was before we met, before the project. I'm not saying I know how you are feeling. It was different I was defending myself but still I felt horrible. I can't imagine what you are going through. What I want to say is I understand that this is hard and I want to be there for you. Let me in and I will give you whatever you need.”

    Standing there in Vanessa's arms admitting she was still in love and that she wanted to help made Esme remember that they had been apart far too long. Their bodies pressed against each other like this set her skin on fire. She didn't know if her skin went flush but she felt like it was. At that moment she wanted Vanessa more than anything. It was like all the pent up desires of the last few months was hitting her full force. “I forgive you.” Esme managed to say before she gave in and pushed into Vanessa making the other woman take several steps until her back pressed against the wall of a greenhouse on the roof. Esme was on her in an instant first kissing her on the lips then moving to her neck. As her hands roamed Vanessa's body finally settling on the small of her back beneath her shirt. “I want you. I need you.” Esme breathed between kisses.


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    Hear what Esme said caused her to blink back more tears. How could she even cry more than she had? Esme mentioned that she should have given her space. Which she did not know if that really could be the answer. Eventually she would have come close again and what would have happened. There is only so much someone should take before they need to find their happiness elsewhere. The main thing she felt bad about was the fact that Esme felt like she was not wanted anymore. Which was the opposite of everything Vanessa wanted. Hearing that Esme still loved her made her heart ache in too many ways. The amount of pain Vanessa put her through was nothing in comparison to her living through her memories. She needed to be more honest in the future. No matter what.

    Esme wrapped her arms around her tighter when Vanessa asked her for forgiveness. The feeling of being locked in bothered her in every situation but with Esme. Claustrophobia was one of Vanessa’s biggest weaknesses and something she was not even sure Esme knew about her since for the most part being really close and tight with her never bothered her. Esme wanted no more secrets and so she mentioned that she also killed someone. Vanessa could feel herself getting embarrassed. She said it was not the same and it probably was not but still…I hide these things for nothing. There was no reason we should have been suffering these things. Of course she has had to kill, that’s what this company was setting us up to do. She kicked herself mentally for being stupid.

    Once she was formally forgiven she felt Esme pushing her. She was caught off guard at first, “Esme…hey what? Oh!” She felt her back up against something. It happened so fast that when their lips connected a spark went off in her mind. It came across as oh right this…happens. Esme started to kiss her neck and she felt that familiar stimulus from both herself and Esme. It was weird for her…while all this was going on she hadn’t..craved this and yet now…

    “Es…Es…” She giggled a little and tried to hold her. “Es…please…public…” She was breathing hard as well. Barely able to bring herself to speak but she was making the most half-hearted resistance you might have debated if she was French. She was torn but leaning more toward continuing. Her hands were certainly entertaining idea but what little controlled her mouth.
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    A chuckle escaped her lips reverberating against Vanessa's skin. Vanessa was always so cute when they were intimate, always seeming so unsure of herself and what they were doing. She never shied away or stopped Esme, who knew Vanessa didn't have as much experience with romance as her. Esme had dated in school and had been quite popular among her peers. The first time she had kissed someone was a thirteen and the first girl she had slept with had been just before her sixteen birthday. She didn't really know Vanessa having been a year behind her and Vanessa keeping more to herself. She pulled away only enough to speak, “Let's go somewhere a little more private than.” She said, standing there for a moment with a smile on her face. Taking Vanessa's hand she pulled her back to the elevator getting inside and riding down to their floor. Resisting touching Vanessa was difficult and she knew her own desires were being shared across the link, no doubt seeping into Vanessa. As soon as the apartment door shut behind them Esme was on Vanessa kissing her again and guiding them towards Vanessa's bedroom as she removed Vanessa's shirt dropping it on the floor. She pushed Vanessa to the bed, then stood back pulling her own shirt off and climbing on top of her resuming their kissing.

    Several stories downstairs in a control room a number of soldiers and lab tech stood around a monitor laughing, cheering and catcalling. A older man dressed in a full military uniform decorated with numerous medals walked passed stopping at the sight. “What the hell is going on here?” He barked stepping into the control room.

    Most of the soldiers and lab techs slowly and quietly exited the room none of them making eye contact with the man. One of the soldiers who worked in the control room didn't turn and look and somehow seemed oblivious to the tone of the speakers voice. “Looks like the lab rats have gotten back together.” The soldier laughed, “I swear this better then the soap operas they show on the company network.”

    The military man glared at the pair of them and the first soldier's partner slapped him on the soldier forcing him to pay attention to who had stepped into the room, “Colonel Glover, we were....” the second soldier said, not at all sure how to finish that sentence.

    “Disobeying protocol by allowing unauthorized individuals into the control room to leer at our test subjects.” The Colonel said, looking over at the monitor seeing Esme and Vanessa on the bed in a very compromising position. He reached over and turned the monitor off. “A letter of reprimand will be going in each of your files. Give them thirty minutes then send out a summons to report to command. Actually make it forty-five minutes.”

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    Close to an hour later Esme and Vanessa were sitting at a conference table with the Colonel sitting at the head with a number of other soldiers and people in suits. “As you know tomorrow you have a test, a final exam if you will to test your mission readiness. This exam will take place in the field and should you pass it will serve as a stepping point for your final mission to infiltrate Helix.” The Colonel said, as an aid passed tablets to Esme and Vanessa, everyone else in the room seemed to already have them. “These tablets contain your mission brief for both tomorrow's exam and your mission. Vanessa tomorrow you will be going to the Helix embassy with the intent of defecting. However your true mission will be to recover data on three Aceso-tech employees who have been turned by Helix to spy on us. A source we have inside the embassy has learned of these spies but can't identify them without compromising themselves. Mrs. Saunders if you will.”

    “Vanessa, we have been communicating as you with a agent of Helix via messaging explaining your reasons for defecting.” A woman in a official looking business suit said, from the Colonel's right. “Over the last several months we have been backstopping identities for both of you. Vanessa you are a mid level security specialist assigned to the Cerberus project.”

    “The Cerberus project?” Esme said, peeking up at the mention the project. She was very familiar with the Cerberus project as most of her solo tasks lately had been involved with it. The project was a computer system which she had spent the last several months figuring out how to break into it.

    “Yes, Esme the Cerberus project, you have been doing a fine job discovering the flaws in the system. As you already know the Cerberus project is a security system designed to encrypt our company's top secret communications and missions. However what you do not know is that the Cerberus system is all fake, the servers it is protecting are filled with false data, data we want leaked to Helix. Esme you have been backstopped as a one of the lead programmers assigned to the Cerberus project. Vanessa as a mid level security specialist you are little value to them but what you can provide them is access to one of the programmers on the Cerberus project, your girlfriend Esme Javert.”

    Esme had been taking a sip of a glass of water as Mrs. Saunders informed them of that little aspect of their backstory. It took everything she had not to spit the water out and she choked a bit on it, coughing. They had thought they had been able to keep their relationship from the project leaders and now she worried that they had been discovered. When she was done coughing the Colonel said, “We discussed several options to explain the connection between you. The top two options were that you were half siblings or lovers. We feared that Helix would run DNA scans on you and discover that you didn't share any DNA. So we were left with using the cover that you are lovers. I trust that you will be able to put your past disagreements behind you for the sake of the mission.”

    The project leadership had known about Esme and Vanessa being lovers since the start of their relationship, on the suggestion of the psychiatric team they had pretended to be unaware of the romance. They had said it would help with the mental state of the two women if they had something that was private. The project leadership had been fine to go along with the charade until the relationship had put a riff between them. Though as the video feed from their apartment showed that they had fixed the riff. Writing their relationship into the backstory was a good idea as the best cover stories were rooted in truth.

    “The reason for Vanessa wanting to defect is going to be for Esme's sake. We have been spreading intel that the workers on the Cerberus project are being kept against their will and forced to work on the project. Vanessa your supervisors will have reassigned you away from Esme preventing you from seeing her. They are in the process of removing you from the project making it so you will never see Esme again. You will be desperate seeking the only help you can think of which is getting both of you away from Aceso-tech which means defecting to one of our rivals. Helix is the closest to us and would have the most to gain from getting access to our systems.” The Colonel said.

    “Tomorrow you will have your first face to face meeting with your Helix handlers. During that time you will need to excuse yourself from them and hack into a computer to recover the data. We know Esme is the more suited to hack of the two of you but mission notes don't allow her to go to the embassy. She is after all supposed to be held captive in the Cerberus project buildings. Early tests of you two showed that you have been able to see through each other's eyes. We will need you to preform this task and Esme will guide you through the hack.” Mrs. Saunders said. “Once you have recovered the data return to your handlers get an agreement from them to secure Esme's release and then leave. If the test is successful we will move onto the next phase of the mission where you two will defect to Helix. Once there you will relay inform to a Aceso-tech agent planted in Cheyenne, Helix headquarters.”

    “Inside those tablets are your backstories, you are to memorize every detail about them. Vanessa included on yours is the communications between you and your handlers, study them. You are both to report here tomorrow morning at 0600 hours, Vanessa you are scheduled to meet with your handlers had 0800 hours. Esme doing the mission you will be monitored from here.” Colonel Glover said. “If there are no questions you both are dismissed.”


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    She felt her whole body spark when Esme asked her to go somewhere more private with her. Esme was usually the one who pushed them to do more intimate things at first. She knew how to be a people pleaser. Esme never asked for things she set things up so you wanted it from her. At least that was how it worked for Vanessa. In the past whenever Vanessa wanted to be intimate it was awkward she would usually try to cuddle and then get content only half an hour later to say she had attempted to be more affectionate. This usually led to her being embarrassed and Esme taking over should she fancy it, which she usually did. This made Vanessa feel like a wet blanket at times.

    She was whisked away to the elevator in no time at all. Vanessa did not let go of her hand when they entered, in fact she was keeping close. She had a small weird fear that if she left too much space between them they might go back to yesterday. She never wanted to go back to that. When she and Esme had started being together they…did things a lot and it scared Vanessa at first. Esme was hard…when it came to meeting her needs. Vanessa had been a terribly slow learner and also terribly easy to please. Esme had her on a leash when it came to anything. Right now Vanessa’s own desires were being aroused from their sleep as Esme’s own was playing snipping at it through the link.

    Vanessa knew she should not walk through the apartment door first and as it closed she could feel the predator creeping up. The kisses were lovely and Esme was almost dragging Vanessa to her room. Vanessa was trying to stand as a firm equal and while Vanessa felt she was physically stronger than Esme…her knees were far too weak for her. Vanessa barely had time to register her own shirt off before she was on her bed and Esme’s top was gone as well. Pounced once again Vanessa could do nothing but bit her lip and eventually letting out a small noise that she resisted making. Once her noises came out…

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    Vanessa was in a rotten mood. She felt possessive, needy, and everything had happened way too quickly. Where they were sitting was a conference room, where she wanted to be was in her apartment. More specifically in her bed with Esme. The time had flown and she felt herself curse out aloud when their stupid summons came. Esme usually enjoyed her tantrums at these moments because it was an outright display that Vanessa did not want to leave her. Now was the opposite of her wanting a stupid meeting…she was warmed up she was ready to really give it her all…

    Then she heard her name.

    She came in at Helix Embassy. Her mind still flooded with things she wanted to do to Esme. She knew she should focus but she did not want to in the slightest. Vanessa took the tablet and started checking to see if there were any games on it but of course it was locked to only allow data to be shown. Her defiance was weak…

    Vanessa had been nodded absent mindedly when suddenly she heard the phrase your girlfriend Esme Javert. Vanessa paused moving her finger over the tablet and Esme started to choke on her water. Vanessa looked up and really tried to look into this guy…no these people. They knew…didn’t they? Obviously…bastards. As they mentioned for the sake of the mission Vanessa wanted to throttle these people. She played it out in her mind, smashing the girl and punching the guy before guards took her down. It felt great until she realized what would happen after. She just decided to replay her smashing the girl against the table a few times. Hopefully Esme did not mind much.

    The logic of them being together made sense all things considered. For one thing it would cement them living together afterwards and for why Vanessa would do anything for Esme. Not that should would not do anything and everything for Esme.

    They were being dismissed which allowed them to stand and take their tablets out of the room. Vanessa responded saying, “Yes Sir!” and then marched out of the room. She was in Military mode but knew she needed to go over the details again on her own or mainly with Esme.

    As she walked back to the elevator she began to ride her link like a bicycle, “We got this.” As they made it to the elevator Vanessa looked away from Esme as she thought about things. Through the link again she asked, “Shower?” As she turned to look at Esme she gave her a more serious look. While she did want to continue other things she did have some other issues. When the elevator opened Vanessa acted out of character. She gingerly tossed her tablet onto the couch and immediately started stripping. Starting to leave a trail of clothing to the bathroom, she wasted no time either turning on the water and getting in despite the water being cold.

    She waited for a while until Esme joined her, everything about this was unusual Esme knew that Vanessa did not like getting wet multiple times a day. The second Esme got in though Vanessa would pull her close. She held her and with a flat almost angry tone she whispered into her ear. “Do you think they record everything we send over the link?”

    She kissed her cheek and started to send love and affectionate feelings and emotions over the link. In case she was right...this was a feint to trick the company. To hide what they were saying. She was unsure if Esme would catch that and she certainly did not want to confuse love but she needed to ask her this. Esme was the smart one...she knew the programs and system better than Vanessa. Sadly as a soldier...she was out of her element. Though if she was right her espionage training was really pulling an all nighter.
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    Throughout the meeting Esme was half listening to the brief and half listening to Vanessa's thoughts. They alternated from her desires in the bedroom and what she wanted to do to these people in the boardroom. It was amusing to say the least. When the meeting was over neither had any questions, it was pretty straight forward and she was sure their tablets had all the details they needed. They always did. When they got back to their apartment Vanessa suggested a shower which they didn't have time for before the meeting. They might have been able to sneak one in but with the mood they had been in bathing wouldn't have been their main focus. She watched as Vanessa stripped on her way to the bathroom, she couldn't help but admire her. For so long she had been angry at Vanessa and hadn't wanted to see how beautiful Vanessa was.

    It wasn't until Vanessa had exited the room that she followed behind, dropping her own clothes along the way. She stepped into the shower and let Vanessa take the lead. It wasn't often that she took charge and Esme always indulged Vanessa whenever she did. When they first got together Vanessa was so awkward and clumsy though Esme thought it was cute. During the shower she allowed Vanessa to do whatever she wanted and it was amazing. Earlier in the bedroom it had been all about Esme's needs and now they were satisfying Vanessa's needs. Despite always taking charge Esme always made sure there was that given and take, that both of them were happy.

    “I doubt they know what goes through the link.” Esme thought, barely able to concentrate through the pleasure. “If they did we would be in a world of trouble for your wandering imagination.”

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    After the shower they were cuddling in bed wrapped in only in towels both of them looking over their tablets. Esme had finished hers, she always was a fast reader and there was less data on hers. Vanessa was taking the bigger role as always, she spent more time in the field while Esme was usually in a dull empty room with a computer. Her head was resting on Vanessa's shoulder looking at her tablet. They were looking the messages sent between 'Vanessa' and the Helix agents. Whoever wrote these messages didn't know anything about Vanessa and the language didn't sound like her. “This reads like a text book” Esme said across the link.


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    Esme said she doubted they could and with that her worries wiped away. She did smile as Esme told her that they would be in a lot more trouble and Vanessa decided to take her time.

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    Cuddling was something she had not done in such a long time and it felt lovely. Esme read much faster than her and as such she had shifted to more of a cuddling position. Apparently she also had a lot less to go over. She made sure to rub her back and feel her curves. She felt like the adult which was a rare treat for her.

    Vanessa rubbed her back and slid her hand along as she looked through the documents. Esme told her that these documents felt nothing like her and she could not help but give a small grin. “Yes…” She frowned a moment and then took a deep breath. She fell into the link. She was speaking more than she was thinking and that was a problem she needed to correct. “They are text book but that is fine considering if I was trying to defect I would need it to sound textbook to get past our own people.” She was self confident in the way the company handled it.

    “Now when I go out there I can play the emotional bit and gain sympathy to save you.” She leaned over to give her a kiss on her forehead. She smiled and minus the fact that she couldn’t hide her worry through the link though would not help her cause.

    If Vanessa gets found out or they really fail in this seeing through eyes thing...Vanessa would be in serious trouble. Probably even killed unless the group thought they could use her to get to Esme. In fact...she was fairly worried.

    She set the tablet down and leaned her head over to hold Esme tighter. She said she would let her in all the time. She would not hide anything. They could handle any stress or any burden. She allowed her worry and fears to bellow through the link. As she did it, she worried slightly but really...she already knew things felt better.

    As she leaned forward she got up and nuzzled her way into Esme’s neck and gave it a few kisses. “What we need more than anything, more than knowledge or plans is to work on the Possession Link.” To be fair she was the one that named it. Whatever science name it had did not matter. The feeling was something indescribable, and Vanessa could never do it to Esme. Maybe it was because Esme was tech savvy or whatever but Vanessa was terrible. The problem was they were really out of practice. Vanessa sat up and while on her needs spoke through the link.

    “I’ll give you my everything…” with that, she let her mind open. She tried to not think she tried to be empty but not in the same way as when she was trying to hide from Esme. She was doing everything in her power to feel her link. To feel her will.
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    It was true they hadn't used the Possession Link in a long time and to be honest the first time they had done it was an accident. They had been in different rooms with objects in front of them and had to describe the objects to the other who had to figure out what the other was looking at. Vanessa hadn't been able to figure out what the object was and her descriptions hadn't been helpful. Esme had been getting frustrated and annoyed that she couldn't figure it out. Then out of no one where she could see the object, it was the inter components of a 3d printer. She wasn't sure how she had been able to see what Vanessa was looking at. It was amazing and scary at the same time, she felt like she was standing there. Not with Vanessa but in the same place.

    They had never did it while in the same room, the few times they had done it after that first accident they had always been in different rooms Often moved further and further apart to see how far they could do it. Esme looked up at Vanessa enjoying the feeling of her hands lightly caressing her. She nodded and closed her eyes focusing. It was several minutes later when she had just about to thought it wasn't going to work when her eyes were filled with light and she could see the room. She wasn't laying on the bed looking up at Vanessa, instead she was sitting up and looking down at herself. It was a strange feeling and didn't look anything like looking in a mirror. She could feel Vanessa's hands on her skin while at the same time she could feel Vanessa touching her.

    The feelings of everything was just too much. Esme shook herself and jumped up from the bed. “That was.... it was...” She didn't know how to describe how strange it felt. “I didn't just see what you were seeing. I felt everything you felt and I could feel you touching me at the same time. It was weird.”


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    the barricades and reaching for the sun.

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    Vanessa at first had really freaked out when they had first done a possession. For the person going in it was probably very weird for the person getting taken over it felt like they were going numb, getting sleepy, and eventually felt like they were losing themselves. That sort of darkness was scary and Vanessa had panicked until it was over. What felt like a short time, turned into minutes to her…

    As Esme began Vanessa relaxed…it was easier if she emptied herself. She made sure that when she felt Esme coming it was an embrace, not just standing together, not one sitting on the other, but now Vanessa had zero to hide. That was the main trick to it, unless you were fully ready to give yourself to the other…it simply would be a struggle. After a few minutes Vanessa got worried things were not going to work out, if felt like a slow crawl until…something triggered within her. She felt like she let out a breath and submerged into the darkness of her mind.

    “You can really trust her completely can’t you?” Vanessa opened her eyes to see a child sized version of herself. Weird…

    “Yes I can…she would never harm me…”
    “What about earlier…?”
    “That wasn’t all your fault. She shares the blame as well”
    “No she did what she needed to be happy, I would hope she would keep doing that in the future.”
    “You’re a sadist and a glutton for pain aren’t you?”
    “Why would I need to ask myself that?”
    The small girl paused for a moment and said, “Because you do not know who you really are…stop hiding from yourself…you-“

    The shocked from the bed cause Vanessa to take in a large breath of air. She could feel the sweat slowly coming off of her and as she glanced over she saw Esme standing. As Esme explained herself Vanessa leaned backward and gave a heavy sigh…”I can imagne it would be weird…like when you hear your own voice…though maybe it was over stimulation?”

    As Vanessa glanced over Esme she released how much she was suddenly going to miss her again. They had not even gotten thirty-six hours before they were now going to be physically separated. A smirk crossed her lips and she gave a small chuckle…”Hey…would it be considered mast…if you did it to yourself while I was like that…?”

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    The next morning had come too quickly. She was picked up early and since it needed to look like she escaped with her life, the real fun began. They had torn her clothing muddied her up a bit but then Vanessa had suggested they actually bruise her. No makeup or fake stuff. Last thing she wanted was someone thinking she was liar because they check if she was actually hurt.

    The roughing up had went fine, she stayed mostly talking with Esme while they did it, much to Esme’s annoyance. It made sense but it did not mean she enjoyed the occasional pounding their minds would share.

    With that out of the way, Vanessa was trying to process what she needed to be doing while with the flat lip. She was heading to the Helix Embassy…thankfully she had Esme with a computer to back up any knowledge she needed. She was not as nervous as she felt she should be. Getting into a fight always took the edge off of things. Esme always found it bizarre that she was calmed by physical fights. She just hoped her most recent trauma would not hold her back.

    ‘Esme…I’ll need if I have to do it up close…you’ll help me right? Give me strength?’

    Vanessa already knew the answer like hell Esme would watch her die without doing anything. Just hearing Esme would help calm her down. Once the Helix Embassy came into sight she prodded Esme to look through her eyes. One to test their connection but two so she could see it.
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