ALLIED ARMY CAMP, COMBROGIA
Elisavet delayed touching Marcius' arm, holding it in her eyes with concern.
"Take it." he pushed her. "I know what you're going through, and I know it can be beaten." He showed her his other arm, still bandaged and scarred by the struggle against Shacorai and Hate.
The messenger relented. Slowly rising, Marcius could feel the brushing of bandages and cloth with Elisavet using the arm more as a prop to stand rather than simply a guide. The weight against him revealed the body he had seen when she first arrived, her caged chest touching his warm flesh. Elisavet kept her face hidden, gazing down and away.
"Thank you, Decius."
Varrius followed the two warily as Marcius took a back route through the camp. Smells of oil, sweat and worn leather mixed with the more palatable aroma of cooking as they wended through the quarters of one of the Combrogia cohorts. Now as much a part of Marcius' legion as the dead Fulminata they had replaced, the exhausted men were resting against their propped boar shields, recovering from the long forced march. A few recognised Marcius and Elisavet in time to salute them as they passed.
"The main temple of Venus is just west of Emor, not far away now." Marcius said as they paused by the gate at the end of the via decumana. Marcius signalled for the guards on duty to open it, and waved away the additional men that stepped forward to escort him down into the followers' camp. "When we get there, the priestesses should be able to help you."
The champion of the goddess didn't respond, struggling with the journey. They made their way down from the hill where the legion was camped into the bustling ad-hoc mess of tents below. It wasn't usually imperial policy to feed or protect the various hangers-on that its legions accrued, but an increasing number of them had been gathering at the army's tail all the same since Dun Moriga. Some of the medics and traders following the army were now accompanied by their whole families, and a steadily growing number of refugees who had reasoned that just being in proximity to a Namorian legion was better than no protection at all. Marcius wondered exactly how many such people were following the rebel legions and their dispossessed senate.
"I am terrified..." Elisavet admitted at length. "Terrified to close my eyes..."
"You can't show the demon fear." Marcius advised grimly. "You've made it this far."
They skirted the camp, hoping to avoid the people who flocked to Elisavet for the gods' blessings every time they saw her.
"I have asked the goddess for guidance." Elisavet said. "But..." The travel winded her quickly. "She has been quiet..."
"I think the gods are gathering their strength for what's coming." Marcius said, remembering the words of Guan Yu. His hand found the iridescent pommel of the Tooth of Mars. Great mortals lead gods to war...
With his foreshadowing words, the grip around his arm had tightened, and channeled through skin and bone were the demigoddess' shivers of fear. Marcius stopped and turned towards her in concern, just as a woman's voice sounded from behind them.
"Dux Marcius?"
Both Marcius and Elisavet looked round, to see Julia and Marcus Agrippa threading their way round the camp towards them.
"Apologies, general." Julia added as they made eye contact. Both the young woman and the centurion at her side looked drawn and grim. "There was something we needed to discuss with you, in private..."
Marcius clenched his jaw, and the same stiff tension ran through the arm that he was using to steady Elisavet. After Julia's uneasiness a their first introduction, he knew what it was that she wanted to discuss with him. He had no desire to bring up his murdered family again - not now. Unable to think of a way to head off the conversation, the general felt his heart sink as he realised that his until-now private grief was about to become very public.
Elisavet raised a hand in gentle protest, the other gripping the dux reassuringly.
"Please," she told Marcus and Julia. "I know what you will say, it was my goddess bound duty to tell him." The demigoddess glanced at Marcius' chest, to his heart. "Let him be for tonight."
Finally unveiling her face by raising her chin high, she held her weary eyes on the two Namorians. They gazed at her for a moment in wonder, before their eyes flitted back to Marcius.
"You already knew?" Marcus asked carefully. Marcius hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
Julia's face crumpled. "Oh, Decius..."
Marcius raised his bandaged hand, rather less gracefully than Elisavet had done. "It's...fine. Thank you, for coming to tell me. But I'd rather not speak about it - at least not right now."
Julia opened her mouth as if she was about to argue, but a gentle squeeze of her hand from Marcus made her close it again.
"Okay." she said, slightly lamely. "Well, if you do need to talk...you know where we are."
"We haven't mentioned it to anyone else." Marcus added.
The general nodded. "Thank you." he said quietly.
At a loss, the centurion and his wife retreated, looking just as uncomfortable as Marcius felt. Marcus made a stiff salute before turning away. Marcius exhaled quietly, knowing that he had merely delayed the inevitable. With his pending return to Emor, the time to keep his loss a secret was running out. Inevitable. the voice of Guan Yu echoed in his head, once again.
"And thank you." he told Elisavet softly.
They turned and continued in silence through the followers' camp, where the bustle of cooking and setting up tents was winding down as people took shelter and attempted to catch some sleep before the impending dawn march. Making slow progress, they eventually reached the tent that had been set aside for Elisavet, still with two legion guards posted outside to keep the pilgrims at bay. As Varrius took up station beside them, Marcius called for Masika; but the Afragian medica seemed to be elsewhere - possibly taking Elisavet's trip to meet the commanders as a chance to get a little rest of her own. As they ducked inside out of sight of the guards, Elisavet began to cry and rub her eyes out of exhaustion. Marcius, taken aback, helped to ease the messenger onto the bed that had been raised on a wooden scaffold, over the wet grass of the tent's floor.
"I will not do it..." the demigoddess began to protest, her body laying on the bed's inviting surface. An aching pain struck her across her chest and she crossed an arm across herself to deal with the pain with modesty before Decius' eyes. "I will not sleep. I already know what greets me if I do!" Her body fidgeted as if she were a child fighting the inevitable.
"You don't have to sleep." Marcius said sternly. "But any fool can see that you need to rest."
He looked around the tent, hoping that Masika would reappear soon. Perhaps the medica could make up a dose of somniferum that would allow Elisavet to avoid dreaming - although the sedative's cloying embrace would hardly help her exhaustion.
"I do not care, let me be a fool!" She groaned, not yet realizing her eyes were already shut. "I won't watch more people be his victims!" The Great Devourer, each tormenting vision showing why he was called so. The messenger paused, trying to control herself.
"Just go, I should be alone, I cannot burden you more." Her hand rested over her eyes, her shallow breathing returning "I have been selfish enough with your time."
"I seem to remember offering you this time freely." Marcius' aquiline face softened slightly. "Consider it a repayment for the support that you and the goddess have given me. This campaign would have gone badly without the pantheon's help." He gave a small, wry grunt of amusement. "Well, it would have gone even worse than it already has."
Marcius was rewarded with a small airy chuckle, and a flashing smirk on Elisavet's lips.
"I know my past lifetime was never like this." Elisavet's stress turned into another repressed giggle, eyes abandoned by her shielding hand to gaze into his. "What did I get myself into?"
Well, Marcius thought, Sarcastic humour is probably a good sign right now.
"I have been asking myself the same question for some time." he admitted, exhaling as he lowered himself into a wicker chair that sat conveniently close to the bed, bringing his head to roughly the same level as Elisavet's.
"I know you have..." Elisavet's heart pained for what his burdens were. "But you are the centre of history."
"In its centre, certainly." Marcius corrected her, sardonically. "But you're implying rather more control of events than I actually have."
Elisavet's lumber left arm clung to her shuddering bosom. "There is greatness in you, I see it..." She paused for a moment, staring into his eyes as if looking deeper into him. "Every day..."
The intimate eye contact lasted just a fraction too long, and Marcius' eyes switched down to the sword of Mars scabbarded at his waist. "Thank you." he murmured. Realising that it was an insufficient response, he raised his head slightly, though not quite meeting Elisavet's eyes.
"My apologies." he said quietly. "It's just that you sound a lot like Lycinia."
"Lycinia..." The demigoddess reflected on the woman. "I wish only to help you continue the path she started with you, forgive me..." She finally looked away, granting Marcius peace. "I do not mean to wound you..."
"It's not your fault." Marcius said, slightly stiffly.
He noticed that Elisavet's eyes were starting to flutter, drooping as she struggled to keep awake. He decided that now would be a tactful time to retreat, find Masika, and have the medica make up a dose of somniferum so that the messenger's sleep would at least be dreamless.
"I'll let you rest." he said, levering himself up on his good hand. "And see if I can find that damn medica."
"Please, stay..." Elisavet shut her eyes tight, she knew she couldn't fight for much longer. "Until I...sleep." Her body shuddered with the idea, of entering the dreamscape of cannibalistic savagery "Please..."
Marcius hesitated. He owed the demigoddess that much, at least.
"Alright." he said, sitting back down. "Are you sure you don't want a sedative to help with the dreams?"
There was no answer, and he realised that she was already asleep. Smoothed out of pain, her pale features took on the deceptively peaceful look of the already dead. As he instinctively pulled the blanket up around Elisavet's cold shoulders, an unbidden thought struck Marcius - was this how Lycinia and their children had looked on their funeral pyre? He felt his throat constrict, and turned with a jerk to leave the tent and go looking for medica Masika. He didn't want to contemplate Elisavet dying, and he definitely did not want to draw any more painful comparisons between the messenger and his murdered wife.
* * * * * *
It was an uneasy mixture of concern, duty and guilt that caused Marcius to leave prefect Lucullus in charge of the day's orders and make his way down to Elisavet's tent while the legion struck camp. Dressed only in his tunic and cloak, he made his way down the hill with the fully-armed Varrius in tow. The ground was sodden with cold, autumn dew, and the pre-dawn light was tainted by the amber slash of the ark above Combrogia forest.
A rain of water droplets shed from the cold leather tent flap as Marcius pushed it aside. The interior of the tent was chilly, and smelled of somniferum and thyme. Medica Masika sat beside the bed, grinding antiseptics with a mortar and pestle.
"Dux Marcius, sir!" the Afragian woman greeted him in surprise, jumping to her feet and trying to dust down her apron.
"At ease, medica. How is she?"
Masika turned her brown eyes towards the bed, where Elisavet was still huddled under the blankets. "Actually, sir, I'd cautiously say that she seems better."
Stepping closer, Marcius saw that some of the colour had returned to Elisavet's skin, although she was still breathing shallowly. Suddenly, with terrifying speed, the woman sat up, in a fit of tears and coughing. Hunched over, her weaker arm was held at her chest, the other covered her face.
"Ra's mercy!" Masika gasped, her freckled features wide with shock. She ran past Marcius to support Elisavet's shoulders. Elisavet turned her head and held eyes with Marcius. Despite her revived complexion she was weeping, her expression distraught and her whole body quaking.
"I..." she lunged to her feet, leaving poor Masika to stumble back against the bed, and rushed over to the bundle in the corner that held all her religious artifacts - her sword, her shield and her other accoutrements. The demigoddess picked up the bundle with her stronger hand. "Isis has revealed I am a danger to you, Decius. I must get as far away from you as soon as possible."
"What?" Marcius reeled, while Masika shrilled protests. The commotion brought Varrius and one of the legion guards running into the tent, where they pulled up short with their hands hovering uncertainly over their swords.
"Isis?" Masika asked, "Not- not Venus? For the gods' sake, my lady, just..." She tried once again to take Elisavet's hand, but flinched away as her usually well-meaning touch was suddenly repelled by the messenger's aura.
"The temple of Venus," Marcius tried to argue, grappling vainly with the unexpected development. "It's only a couple of days away now, we can-"
"No!" The strain of her flexing muscles was seen through her skin. "You do not understand what has happened to me." The demigoddesss swallowd hard, audibly, her voice grim and low "And what it means for you."
Elisavet's bolt for the exit was cut off by her restrictive bandages, forcing her to hold her chest while gasping for air. Varrius and the other guard backed off a pace, uncertainly - not blocking the messenger's exit, but not quite getting out of her way either. Masika stood back, shaking her head helplessly as her mouth opened and closed without words.
"Then tell me!" Marcius snapped, at the same horrible loss as the medica. "What happened? What did Isis tell you?" Elisavet stared at the flaps of the tent, hiding behind the layers of golden hair that flowed down her body.
"That I am carrying your child - Hate did more than violate my mind, it took your pain, your anger and made it into something dark...alive" the demigoddess tilted her head down. "The six eyed Demon wasn't a Demon...it was your misery taken by Hate. It was the Demons of your heart, seeking life through me, as it cut me deeply in my fight against The Great Devourer."
Elisavet, clutching herself, pushed past the men in front of her.
"If this dark child dies, so shall you" the messenger fled the tent, leaving the others in total silence.
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