Luckily, the music kept on until the (literal and proverbial) eleventh hour, providing Ro with a solid three hours of pure entertainment as she mingled amongst a merry, but slowly thinning crowd. Now four pints in, she was absolutely buzzing and (gasp) feeling particularly chatty, which lead her to strike up a conversation with some random newlywed couple from Baltimore. The pair were on the last leg of a cross-country road trip for their honeymoon, they mentioned, and this event in San Francisco was their final destination.
Naturally, this topic piqued the interest of the lively traveler, as there was little in life that Roisin enjoyed more than a solid road trip with good company. Cruising to parts unknown truly was a most invigorating stimulant; one that pumped serotonin through Rosie's veins quite liberally, always promising feelings of euphoria and ultimate freedom. So, needless to say, her enthusiasm on the subject was quite healthy, and opened the door to a pleasant back-and-forth exchange with the honeymooners.
As the music continued to oscillate in the background, stories were shared about spontaneous jaunts, journeys, and joy rides—with Rosie's travel-tales proving to be conspicuously chock full of mishaps—but always entertaining and outlined with the great spirit of adventure. The couple appeared to appreciate her company, too; eventually commenting on how they enjoyed listening to her accent and how they hoped to one day visit Ireland—both common inclinations that Ro heard whilst engaging with Los Americanos Locos.
Yet it never failed to tickle her fancy, or activate her Irish superpower of hospitality. Rosie could not help but automatically offer the pair a warm cup of tea and an even warmer welcome... should they ever make it to the fabled Emerald Isle. T'would be rude not to, ye know, the croaky voice of her grandmother echoed in her mind, her nan's famous catchphrase so ingrained within that it seemed to follow the little bird no matter where she roamed. (Besides, to not offer a cup of tea could be almost be considered bloody sacrilegious... and downright arseholery, to be fair.)
As it were, the notion made the newlyweds smile (even if the idea was a tad far-fetched) before they tiredly bid the blonde woman a friendly goodnight and a genuine take care of yourself. Rosie obviously returned the well wishes... before giving a good gander 'round to notice that the festivities were beginning to wind down as quickly as a fidget spinner... or any other trending piece of pure shite. Either way, many of the conventioneers had begun to head in for the night; but Ro was not ready to resign herself to her fate quite yet. If she resorted to sleep, well...
That meant she was one step closer to...
Oh, wow.
Steering her gaze towards the main entrance of the building, Roisin's distracted eyes settled upon a tall bloke who was... rather aesthetically pleasing. In fact, Rosie was finding it difficult to take her eyes off of him, her gaze following the Greek Statue Incarnate as he exited the building... as he paused on the pavement to light up a cigarette.
Time to get some fresh air, the bird mused a bit ironically, as liquid courage filled her with a desire to go entertain this fine specimen with some harmless flirting. Sure, she wasn't fond of smoking... but still. She could overlook that little tidbit because... he really was just that nice to look at beneath the moonlight, ye?
Toting along her pint, Roisin finger-combed her hair as she strode outside as casually as possible. Leaning up against the exterior wall of the convention centre with her hands in her pockets, she tried to look cool, being a few metres from the young man's general vicinity. Gah, he was even prettier up close.
"Hiya," Rosie spoke up, unable to hide her intrigue as her high-pitched voice chimed like a soft bell... which it tended to do when she entered come-hither mode. To her delight, the bloke turned his head to study the young woman who addressed him... before removing his cigarette to offer her a hello and a subtle smile...
With dimples! Ah, bless'm.
Because who on this green earth did not appreciate a lovely set of dimples?
No one! That's who.
Encouraged by this simple response, Roisin mentally fluffed up her feathers as she prepared herself to embrace the spontaneity of this moment. She would just go with the flow, and walk right up to him to introduce herself before, hopefully, partaking in a session of playful banter.
But apparently, the Dimple Gods did not will this meeting to be so. Because just as Ro began to approach, it was the fella who made the first move... to leave. Snuffing out the cherry of his cigarette on the pavement, he shook his head 'no' towards Rosie's general direction... and strode right past her. (Admittedly, this was an act that would save his life from the carnage that was soon to come...)
But... bleh. Roisin watched his retreating form, silently sipping at her beer and figuring that if she was prettier, he would have taken the time to speak with her. Besides, it wasn't like she really wanted much from him, anyway—just a little company, a little distraction, a little fun. But she would never be 'that girl,' she supposed; the one who could stop almost any man in his tracks by just existing.
And that was okay.
A fit of hacking coughs soon permeated the air, just in time to avert Roisin's attention from her musings on physical attractiveness to a murky little nook. There, a rough sleeper had set up a dingy camp against the wall of the convention centre, holding his hand out as the retreating man passed by him, most likely requesting a wee bit of coin. But he too was rejected.
As much as she did not want to admit it, moments of rejection truly were difficult to stomach—even for those with the strongest sorts of egos—so Ro took the time to walk up and pay attention to the disheveled man, no longer pining after the handsome one. Handing over her beer, she introduced herself using the same word she had five minutes ago, but this time for a very different audience.
"Hiya," she murmured, as she handed over the rest of her pint. "You can have this... if you want. It's a bit warm, but..." Rosie glanced down at him apologetically, fishing through her pocket to fetch a few dollars for him. The homeless man's forehead wrinkled heavily in surprise—not telling of his age, per se, as something about him did not seem particularly old. No. This was a young face weathered by personal hardship.
"Thank you," he responded humbly, abandoning his usual way of coping with life through numb solitude and avoiding most social interaction. Constant rejection had just been too much to take, and his voicelessness humiliating, so why try? "I appreciate it."
Five (or maybe ten?) minutes ticked away, as the two vagabonds chit-chatted away in the darkness. Rosie also shared some of her adventures with him, and he too with her, before...
"But don't you have somewhere to be, girl?" he questioned eventually, as a town clock began its first strike to tell the world that it was now in the midnight hour. "Shouldn't you be in a warm bed, instead of monkeying around a concrete jungle so late at night?"
The clock had now struck two times, three times...
Is it really that late already?
Rosie raised her wrist to have a looksy at her cute little Nightwing watch.
Hm. Nightwing says the time is 23:59.
Onward came four strikes from the town clock, and then five.
You're a minute late, Nightwing.
Six strikes, and then seven.
Twisting the little screw on her watch to reset it by sixty seconds, Roisin lost count of the eighth, ninth, tenth, eleventh, twelfth strikes that still resounded from the public clock; albeit mostly because a slight background noise suddenly caught her attention. A series of pop pop popping noises began to resound, one that almost reminded Roisin of popcorn. At first, this gave no cause for alarm.
But then came the screaming.
What was going on? From the outside, it was hard to tell, but the pop pop popping had increased its frequency, now becoming more akin to the boom boom booming of some furious thunder storm. The ground beneath shook and reverberated beneath her feet, negating Rosie's other innocent suspicion that this was merely some stupid prank that was being carried out with firecrackers. Because something deep inside her warned that it was time to run. Were there bombs? ...Terrorism?
Hoping for the best but preparing for the worst, Roisin shook herself from these disconcerting thoughts to seize the grubby hand of the rough sleeper, unable to verbalise her inner shout of c'mon! fast enough. Because before she knew it, the entire facade of the building proceeded to explode into a thousand pieces, sending glass and steel and concrete soaring in an unprecedented deluge of chaotic energy—raining debris down upon Rosie like the Star of Wormwood.
...
Or perhaps
...
Like some crushed rose between the pages of a heavy book
...
So it may never die
...
So its beauty might be remembered
...
Forever
...
Rosie tried to turn around, but found herself unable to do so, as the weight of rebar-enforced stone dressed her young body in the attire of the early grave.
"H... ey..." Roisin said with every bit of effort she could muster to the man beside her, who also laid crushed, bleeding, buried.
"I…" she pushed on, trying to say something.
Anything.
Because all she had to do was just keep going.
But the homeless man was giving little response.
All he was able to do was blink once at Ro, his mat of dirty blonde hair and wrinkly forehead being the only parts of him that she could now see; so buried was he beneath the rubble. Rosie watched as his weary eyes began to turn bloodshot, as internal bleeding and hemorrhaging began to work its magic and take over every fibre of the man's physical being.
"No... w... wait..."
But as much as she tried to speak, all that Rosie could do was whisper from beneath the unbearable amount of weight. All she could do was feel the hot blood starting to rise up her throat, bits of it beginning to ooze out of her nose and mouth.
"Y... you..."
She. must. keep. speaking. Because the man beside her was beginning to breath in a short and horrible way—like some fish out of water—and his expression was carrying the empty look of shock.
"...wait there..."
She must keep speaking.
"...someone will come..."
At the very least he would know that he would not die alone.
"...h... help."
But the man was now turning pale, his eyes losing every bit of lustre it still carried. He was succumbing. At this, Roisin's subconscious inadvertently thought of a quote from a book that she had read in school once. It was from The Hollow Men by T.S. Eliot.
So this is how the world ends?
Not with a bang, but a whimper?
In this moment, Roisin could see clear mental images of her family in Ireland—most vividly. Oddly, she could not help but hope that they all were having a lovely day, and enjoying a bit of sunshine. She hoped that they would forgive her for leaving... and living... and dying. Forgive her for never seeing any of them ever again. She deeply regretted that tomorrow she would not be deported. Ro hoped to at least be sitting on some plane, soaring above the Atlantic like some great bird of the skies. That would be enough.
But it wasn't.
Shit. All of this was too painful of a realisation, too much for Roisin's broken body to fathom. So the little bird let out a small whimper before she shut her eyes to pass—ashes to ashes and dust to dust.
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