Sastasha had been a kitten the first time Bailey had taken her on the train. It had been quite the experience and once the novelty of it wore off - much like the novelty of getting to go outside with Bailey to shops and school and work - she quite enjoyed the train. People were always so happy to see her, amazed at her calm nature and ease in among so many strangers. They didn’t need to know that she was Bailey’s rock in those moments, that the reason why Sastasha purred so loudly was to keep her person calm in among the strangers. They didn’t need to know that she could tell when Bailey needed her to ignore the crowd in order to draw her person’s focus away from the dark thoughts and haunting memories. They didn’t need to know that she was all Bailey had.
“May I sit here?”
Sastasha studied the speaker, her tail flicking in agitation at the audacity of the human speaking to her person. The train wasn’t all that packed and there were plenty of other places they could sit so why-
“I’m currently working on a photo set and I usually take it from this seat-” the speaker was pointing at the seat Sastasha was currently sitting in, opposite her person- “but it’s ok if you want your space. I can get it on the next train.”
Bailey was already giving consent before the stranger was done talking, tugging on Sastasha’s leash. “No, go for it.” She leapt onto Bailey’s lap, immediately purring as she nuzzled her person’s chest. A sure hand stroked her head. “Is it for school or…”
“Gallery, actually.” The stranger sat opposite of Bailey, their massive backpack taking up the outside seat as they fiddled with the large camera in their hand. “I have a showing in a few weeks that my agent wanted more shots for so I’m doing a series about the beauty of the mundane.”
Sastasha curled up on Bailey’s lap as Bailey absentmindedly petted her back. “Really? Which gallery?”
The arts were always Bailey’s favorites. The number of times the two of them had visited museums and galleries were numerous, once Bailey had gotten the necessary permissions. Sastasha would never understand the complexities of humans no matter how many lives she lived. Still, she was quite pleased to see her person making friends with another like minded soul when it came to the arts. If nothing else, this stranger was at least helping Bailey as the train started to get more packed.
Tav - the stranger with the camera - greeted Bailey and Sastasha warmly when the two arrived for the debut at the gallery. Sastasha stayed curled in Bailey’s arms, purring like there was no tomorrow throughout most of the evening but she was quite proud of Bailey when her person actually mingled with the other strangers present. Once Tav was able to pull themself away from everyone congratulating them, Tav and Bailey - and Sastasha - ducked out of the crowded gallery and wandered the surrounding streets. No longer needed in the same manner as before, Sastasha was content to trot alongside the pair for most of the wandering, seeing as the pair would stop regularly at shop fronts or at food stalls and simply chat.
There was one moment where Tav excused themself to go use the restroom where Bailey picked Sastasha up again and curled around her in an all too familiar way. Thoroughly confused, Sastasha rubbed her head against Bailey’s face, purring loudly in hopes to soothe whatever had caused her person such stress, “I’m ok, Sastasha,” Bailey muttered into her fur. “Just trying to not overthink things.” And then, even quieter like it was forbidden to speak, “I really like them.”
And it seemed Tav liked Bailey in turn for Tav returned with a sheepish grin and the stuffed animal Bailey had been reluctant to not buy. “Here. I didn’t want you to go home without it so I got it for you.”
Sastasha clambered up onto Bailey’s shoulders as her person stood. “Tav-” Bailey started but Tav wasn’t done.
“I, ah, don’t know if you had anything else planned for the rest of the day but I was thinking we could go to the park and then dinner? There’s a carousal I’ve been wanting to go ride and take pictures of and I was hoping you would want to go with me.” And then, as if it dawned on them to clarify, “On a date. With me. The two of us. It would be a date.”
Bailey hugged the stuffed animal, pinning it where Sastasha normally laid and she was quite grateful the stuffed animal was there and not her. That hold would have hurt, not that Bailey ever held her that tight; her person cared too much about her to cause her harm like that. “You want to date me?”
Sastasha flicked her tail in exasperation. Of course her person wouldn’t ask the right question.
“If you’re amicable to it, yeah. But don’t feel pressured to do so! I’m quite alright remaining friends if you want to. I just thought that I would like to see if we were compatible in that way and the only way to tell is to go on a few dates. There’s nothing nefarious behind it. I’m not trying to get in yer pants or anything like that. It’s all genuine, innocent inquiring.”
Bailey giggled. Sastasha licked a paw, unamused. Her person soothed the anxiety pouring from Tav by reaching out and taking their hand. “I think that sounds like a lovely date.”
Tav deflated immediately. “Oh thank god. Because I came up with it when I passed that shop and thought about you wanting the stuffed animal and was worried you would think it silly for a first date and-”
Sastasha was tempted to hop onto Tav’s shoulders and calm them as she did Bailey but Bailey’s laugh and the hug that followed seemed to be calming enough.
The day Tav moved in, Sastasha knew her person would be ok without her. Things moved slowly around Bailey but that didn’t mean time did. Sastasha was getting old and it would only be a matter of time before she had to leave her person. Before that happened, though, she had to truly make sure Bailey would be ok without her.
It was too soon for her to leave Bailey but life seemed determined to separate them in earnest before long. The illness made eating hard and moving even harder, but she did manage to slip out the window. Where she was going and what she was doing she was only vaguely aware of but when Bailey and Tav found her, they found the kitten Sastasha had been hearing mewing for several days now, abandoned - by choice or not - by its mother. The kitten was in poor health but Bailey and Tav took good care of him, naming him Soot Sprite or Soot for short as he resembled a soot sprite from one of Tav’s favorite movies once the kitten was all cleaned up and healthy again.
Sastasha taught Soot how to take care of Bailey in her stead. Soot was far more playful than Sastasha had ever been but it made him no less attentive. In fact, it seemed to work better in some ways since Bailey also had Tav now. Still, Sastasha knew that should the illness take her as they all feared it would, her person would be in good hands.
“Hey there, old girl.” Tav’s hand brushed briefly against the top of her head a few times before tracing down her back long and languid as she stretched, waking from a pleasant nap. “Think you can help me for a minute?”
Sastasha yawned, stretching some more when Tav lifted her from her napping spot. Something dangled near her face and she batted at it, only half awake and thinking it was something to play with only to find it to be the tail of Tav’s braid. Tav chuckled, a low rumble in the person’s chest as they moved about before putting her down with Soot Sprite. Soot nosed her before licking her cheek, purring, as she realized Tav was actually put together in a way that was not common, especially for being about the house. Laying down, Sastasha watched as Tav fretted over a few things before nodding to themself and facing the door as it unlocked.
Sastasha didn’t quite understand what had happened or why Bailey and Tav were both crying but when she and Soot went to sooth their persons, there was metal around one of Bailey’s left fingers that glittered in the sunlight.
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