Gwen jolted with a small gasp. The cool tasteful air was in contrast from hot smoky air in the dream she just felt she'd woken from. She let out a soft breath before cocking her head. She could hear the lap of waves against a beach. The subtle rustle of leaves behind her. The air was cleaner here just the faintest fragrance of clean salt water. she brushed her hand against the ground beside her before picking up a handful of the fine sand. She cocked her head, a clear look of confusion clouding her face.
She didn't remember being on a beach, in fact she couldn't remember much for a moment. Letting the sand slip through her fingers and rubbing her thumb through it as she blind eyes stared off over the ocean she couldn't see. She had gone somewhere, with her father and her dog. Dan and Toby. Toby was her service dog he was never supposed to leave her side. Dropping the rest of the sand she reached around herself, but there was nothing. "Toby?" she asked quietly with a concentrated frown.
Nothing. What else? she felt like she was missing a very important detail. She cocked her head. in the distance she thought she heard a voice. Asking where she came from? Kansas she thought as she tucked her legs under her and started to carefully get up, thought not sure where she would go. "Toby?" she called again a little louder. where was he? she couldn't remember a time that he'd never not been by her side. But there was the key detail, something was missing in the strange haze in her memory. Why was she on a beach?
There had been the smell of smoke and... the taste of blood. Gwen rubbed at her body with a frown. And pain, a lancing pain through her body. Something loud had gone off and she'd fallen a long ways. The peaces slowly formed in her mind, a pictuer of words and feelings, touch and taste.
She felt her gut knot up and her throat close as the phantom tremor of pain passed through her. She was dead. She could remember the blood and bile raising from her throat, how hard it was to breath. How horrible it had all seemed as her hands covered her mouth as a small horrified sound escaped her. She was dead. That could only mean that her father and Toby where dead as well. There were other people here, she knew she had heard a voice. Was this perhaps heaven?
"Dad!?" Gwen called her voice panicked as she reached out with her hands to feel the air as she stepped forward. Her blind eyes wide and brimming with tears. "Dad?! Toby?!" How had this happened? but if she was here and her father was not?! that thought was almost just as horrible, he'd lost his wife she didn't think he could bear to lose his daughter to.
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