Character File
Name: Skylar Mark
Age: 18
Gender: Male (FtM Transgender)
Appearance:
Transtioned since the age of 13, the rush of testosterone has changed Skylar into more the image of his father in his youth. Beyond the widening of his jaw, expansion of his shoulders, and leanness of his body it is not too difficult to superimpose female features upon his face and see what he once was.
Skylar keeps himself in sturdy shape, but is still young, standing at 5’9”. Brown hair left to messily lay as it wants and piercing green eyes share to the world his adolescent angst and the conflict of his spirit. Under his clothes, there are two dark scars under his nipples which harken directly to when he had his breast tissue removed. Upon close inspection of his body it is noticed that his hips are almost as wide as his shoulders, making him unorthodoxly shapely.
Personality: Restless, Skylar has grown up learning that life simply continues day to day – there is no big break. Though all the personal achievements he has made, he still feels things that are off. Moments of dysphoria can strike at random, shaking his confidence and emasculating him. During these bouts Skylar becomes quieter, yet his restlessness doesn’t shake. Being still too long unnerves him, the mind or body need to be used.
The young man’s first reaction to fear is violence, something he taught himself and believes is necessary to be ‘male’. It has become second nature now, and Skylar doesn’t dwell on regret too much. But in the same vein, physical assertiveness was also trained in him making sure he would do ‘the right thing’ when someone was in need of help.
Attraction and kissing are enjoyable, but the prospect of intimacy scares him. Though he’ll never admit it.
Likes: Girls with long hair, the stereotypes of men and women, the breeze of winter air, the sound of his changed voice, his reflection, distractions.
Fears: His vagina, vulnerability, sex, detransitioning, men seeing his chest scars, failing male expectations, male body odor (of stranger men), the sense of being lost, his reflection, distractions.
Sexuality: Heteroflexible (interest in men peaks during around the time of his cycle)
Disease(s): Gender Dysphoria.
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