I'm out.
This has been sitting in my head for a little while now. I'm going to take a serious break from RPA. I feel a little out of place writing and interacting as Toastman when I have given up that title. I even wrapped up the Toastman story in RPApocalypse. I'm not that same Omac anymore. My brain and body are healing from this past year. I have to rebuild myself in ways that aren't going to be easy. It hurts me to say this, but I can't redefine myself while still attaching to who I was before 2017.The writing I used to be. The person I no longer am. So I really am leaving.
I love RPA. I really do. I don't know if there is anyone who quite loves RPA in the same way I do.I'm acually getting teary eyed just writing up this post. I know I'll come back, but I don't like the idea of leaving. This is my home away from home. No, it's more then that. I have moved fifteen times in nineteen years in the real world, even more if you count when I lived with family, but RPA was always there for me. I wrote songs, fanfiction, and many, many adventures with you RPA. But, now it's time for me to take my portal sword and embark on the hovercraft for one final mission.
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